All time favorite #4

Loves from Subang, California, Kanazawa, Gombak and Penang :)

We all have something to pray for

Jangan bajet bagus!

Ni ayat Dr. Muhaya yang saya paling suka. HAHA okay kantoi la anda ni kurang lemah lembut orangnya. Dalam banyak banyak ayat yang indah permai tu tapi ayat yang kurang indah ni jugaklaah yang anda suka. Ish ish ish anda anda..

Anywayyyyyyyyyy

Dr Muhaya ada satu slot dekat Ikim.fm pagi2 Rabu pukul 10 pagi. and I LOVE the session because she is educated, straight to the point and really inspirational.

Ada sekali tu, sorang lelaki called minta nasihat dan pandangan mengenai rumahtangga dia. Dah kawin dalam 5 bulan camtu and now da start bermasalah sikit sikit. Aceehhh pandai olah cerita nampak? Tak kesah la masalah apa kan but what I was attracted to is how Dr Muhaya tackle the question. Antara soalan yang Dr Muhaya tanya lelaki tu ialah

Wife solat cukup lima waktu? Tutup aurat?

Alhamdulillah cukup and tutup aurat

Bagaimana hubungan anda dengan ibu lepas berkahwin? Hubungan wife dengan mertua?

Mula mula kahwin baik la Prof, tapi sekarang dah kurang 

Macam mana family(parents) wife anda? Jaga solat?

Solat tu solat, tapi tak jaga sangat. dan anak anak macam tak hormat sangat parents diorang. 

Dah berapa lama kenal wife sebelum kahwin? Tak siasat dulu ke macam mana keluarga wife sebelum berkahwin?

Dalam dua tahun. Emmm takdelah siasat sangat..

From there, we can see what is important in choosing the spouse. Solatnya dan keluarganya. Ni cam reminder terbesar lahhh kepada yang belum kawin hihihii nasib baik dah lepas hihihihi. But seriously, if anything ever happen to a marriage, the question that will start shooting towards that person is that, "What is the reason that you say "Yes I do" to your spouse in the first place?" and don't lie, kita honestly akan tau why we do something, especially something as huge as marriage. 

Kepada yang dah berkahwin macam saya, what we can do is improve ourselves. dan jangan bajet bagus HAHA

Berbalik kepada my favorite quote, "Jangan bajet bagus". Kalau rasa diri tu bagus, ada sejuta lagi orang lagi bagus kot. Kalau rasa kita cantek, helo, ramai lagi kot yang cantik. Kalau rasa pandai, obviously, beribu ribu lemon lagi orang lagi pandai kot. Emmm kalau rasa diri ni bagus sebab tak bajet bagus, DUDE!, you have a huge problem! Hahaha. Okay so sentiasa ulang ayat ini dalam diri, supaya bila kita tengok pakcik tua, kita rasa bagusnya pakcik ni, mesti byk pengalaman sebab da berumur, kalau tengok budak kecik, kita rasa homaigod, budak ni mesti tak banyak dosaaa. bila tengok orang kaya, rasa jeles kita rasa cuk3 bestnya mesti banyak pahala dia sedekah2 tolong tolong orang segala. Bukannya rasa eleh berlagak lettew mentang mentang kaya helleh hellehhh haha padahal kita yang bajet bagus. 

Okay okay panjang explaination, sebenarnya saya suka quote ni kerna ianya sungguh cool. You know what i mean, like.. (menjerit dalam hati, hoi, JANGAN BAJET BAGUS!) camtu.. 

Toddles, have an awesome weekend everyone!

REMINDER: Hanya sesuai dan layak digunakan untuk diri anda sendiri sahaja. Bila anda gunakan "Jangan bajet bagus" untuk orang lain, maknanya anda sedang melakukan aktiviti bajet bagus. Sekian.

Be you dust or be you star

To be what you must, just reach out for what you are.

And though you travel many roads, 

There's but one way and that's the one you chose.

Congrats Sofi & Diba!

Barakallahulakuma :)

another awesome vandy-vandy couple wehuuuuu

I wish email has an "undo" button

Cuk3

Malaysia Cantik!: Port Dickson

Sudin and Lily

Outfit yg langsung tak kena cuk3

Tanjung Tuan Light House

On top of the world!

One of the pantai

Airhead - best ride ever!

View from hotel - Ahhh I can stay here forever!

and the best part, awesome company and superb food!

of getting advice from people

#1

We judge too quickly. Too certain.. just about almost everything. Something is just wrong bila nampak manusia memerli/mengutuk alim ulama'. Orang alim tu mungkin salah, tapi for you to criticize with no manner like that, it is just so wrong. For manners is always on top of everything. 

#2 

Ada sorang kaya ni, dia orang Klate (haha perlu ke?). Bukti kekayaan dia, ada enam biji kereta kat rumah dia. Bukannya kereta biasa biasa tapi kereta Super Saiya semuanya. Bila ditanya, apa rahsia kekayaan dia? Dia jawab, sedekah. Mula dari first gaji dia, pada masa tu dalam RM800, dia akan sedekahkan 20% dari gaji tu. Sampai lah sekarang. Peruntukan 20% tu tetap ada. SubhanAllah, logik akal mungkin tak nampak, mana datangnya semua tu. Tapi itulah sedekah, lagi banyak kita bagi, lagi banyak Allah tambahkan rezeki kita. Mungkin bukan harta benda, tapi mungkin kebahagiaan & ketenangan hidup, mungkin keluarga yang soleh, mungkin dengan kelapangan dada. Semua tu rezeki yang tiada currency yang dapat beli. Weeee mari bersedekah, bukan untuk jadi kaya, tapi untuk mengumpul currency akhirat.

#3

Penyesalan masa lalu dan kebimbangan masa depan - benda yang sepatutnya dicampak jauh jauh dari hati. I used to get that feeling, and it does come once in a while now. Teringat zaman sebelum ambil keputusan nak berkahwin, I had a lot of "What if this and what if that". Tu kebimbangan tentang masa depan la kan? Kelam ke, cerah ke, bersinar sinar pelangi 24 hours ke ataupun ribut petir tanpa henti? and he (my husband now) pull me back to ground. He said, "Naziha, put your trust in Allah. Not me... blablabla" (Ntah tak ingat dah apa ayatnya) Nampak kejujuran dalam kata kata dia, ehhhhhh termelencong pulaks, okay ni dah cerita lain kthxbye!

#4

PERGI LANGKAWI ESOK INSYAALLAH. Yes Im shouting that out to you :P Silalah fahami hati dan perasaan kanak kanak tua yang tak pernah berjalan jalan di Malaysia ni haha

Fail

Him: Okay tahun ni tahun ke berapa dah?
Naziha: Tahun apa?
Him: Hijrah la
Naziha: Hmmmmmmmmmmmm. Hmmmmmmmmm. Alamak tak ingat? Haha
Him: Haa fikir fikirr

During breakfast this morning..

Him: Haa tahun ni tahun ke berapa?
Naziha: (ASAL LAAA AWAK TAK GOOGLE JEE SEMALAM NAZIHA! tapi muka still mantain tenang hihi) Hmmmm.. 1433H?
Him: Haa pandaiii
Naziha: Betol?!

P/s: Haha maaf jika saya memalukan kaum hawa sekalian.. Bukan taktau, tapi hidayah datang slow :P
P/p/s: Walaupon dia ingatan power, tapi saya lagi power main osom. Hihihi banggaaaaa

Beauty and Piety

Let’s remember, piety may add to a person’s inner beauty which may reflect through physical appearance; however, they both are independent characteristics.

Is the Only Beauty Piety? by Umm Reem 

Dinar sana sini

Seringgit zaman sekolah rendah dulu tak sama dengan seringgit sekarang. Tapi harga seekor kambing masih lagi satu dinar, dulu dan sekarang. 

And so I believe that it is wise to change our fiat money(savings) into gold instead.

That's not the main point though.
The main point is, let's educate ourselves!

Tak boleh hilang!

Few days ago, Nad sms-ed me "Dude oya offshore ke senyap je" and then the next day, Sekeng asked me the same question through Gtalk, "Oya mana tak dengar cerita". 

Aww man!

When someone slips, we come together and mengumpat. HAHA NOT! We actually come together and pull that person back to life. Kononnya laaaaa. and for sure, they are my comfort zone. 

Relationship is built, it's not some sort of magic. It craves for effort. And in the end, the love you take is equal to the love you make ;)

P/s: Eh eh Oya, jangan perasan that we love you THAT much. It is just creepy that you lay low for more than 3 days hahaha

19 Nov 2011

Go Vandy!

P/s: Nak beli kasut nak beli kasut nak beli kasut..

Running in circle

Please be kind to me :(

Miqdad!

Ibu: Miqdad, tolong tengokkan adik sekejap.

Miqdad: *sambil tengok sekilas adik* Okay dah Ibu!

Take a break. Take a KitKat.

AbePaih: "Even the imitation Hang Tuah takes a break. huhuhu"

and it reminds me of another imitation of Hang Tuah, my A. Nasir. Hahah ada orang nak apply jadi Hang Tuah nampaknya

emm errr.. saya macam ada hutang satu post. Eh satu je ke? Nak mintak halal boleh?

Penyakit

Saya ada penyakit suka pergi kedai buku and beli buku lepas tu balik rumah letak atas rak. Harini niat di hati nak pergi library UKM tapi TERsesat pergi kedai buku UKM pastu TERbeli dua buah buku. Takpe, resit boleh pass dekat Abeje, haha, ni beli buku sebab nak baca ke sebab nak resit?

Taktau la bila nak menghidap penyakit suka baca buku pulak haih

UKM di hatiku. Gahhh

Three weeks. I already get the gist of my next few years. Exciting? Well, maybe, if I have an enormous lunch in between. Ada kaitan ke? Haha 

Basically it boils down to this: You’ll be happy if you have some progress, or if the supervisor is busy (keh3). If not, it will be depressing especially if the supervisor has the habit of popping out in the lab without any warning. 

Ada yang buat master setahun setengah, tapi ada jugak yang buat master sampai lima tahun. Kalau phd, hm i dont want to know haha. 

But then again, nothing come easy baby. Nothing.

We teach life, Sir!

Autostadt, Wolfsburg

AutoTürme

WV. Das Auto.

a long overdue lazy post. 

Missing Luebeck

It is amazing how God wont allow us to be at two different places at the same exact time. If not, we wont be able to appreciate the word "miss" even though the feeling of being left out is unpleasant either. Wehoo tamaknya manusia ni! But oh well.. I do miss Luebeck :(

and surely insyaAllah, I will come back to pick up what I left behind. Three months to go! but then again, I want everything - Malaysia and Luebeck.  Ada kanak kanak confuse perasaan di sini cuk3 helppp

Fact: You wont get everything!

Aidil Adha 1432H

Fooling around in the bus

Tahun ni raya agak mess up. Bas sepatutnya bertolak 8 malam, datang pada pukul 1 pagi. and obviously we wont be able to reach home by 8 in the morning. Kami sampai pukul 12 tengahari, sedara mara pon dah balik rumah masing masing. Nice. 

but that short escape was still worthwhile. Betol lah tu, you cant buy the feelings of being around family members. 

We headed back to Subang at 9pm esoknya and alhamdulillah the bus ride was okay. Sampai Putra pukul 6am. TAPI, nak naik komuter balik Subang huiyooooo super penuh oranggggg. Time tu rasa macam nak mengamok HAHA tapi nak mengamok dekat sape? Diri sendiri jugak kena. Nice :P

Tapi still rasa puas hati, that short escape was still worthwhile. 

Moral of the story from MIL: Plan well. and EARLY. 

Bapa Mertuaku lagi power, siap tanya, "Eh? Diorang tak bagi makan makan ke lambat sangat sampai bas tu?" "Adeh Abah.. ni bas tambahan la, bukan flight hahaha"

Nak lah!

Me : Esok nak buat akaun Bank Islam lah!
Him: Kenapa bank Islam?
Me : Err.. okay sbb Adleen pon bank Islam! Nanti senang nak transfer duit tak payah kena seringgit cimb haha. (Yesssssssss I knowwwwww kodi gila alasan)
Him: Haha tu bukan a valid reason utk pilih Bank Islam.

and my "pemilihan bank" lesson starts. Bermula dari tukar akaun cimb kepada cimb islamic, daftar nama pergi haji, lepas tu terlibat dengan pembelian dinar emas segala, and today saya buka akaun bank rakyat instead of bank Islam.

Men argue with reasons dan saya still lihat kereta pada cantiknya, bukan pada enjinnya (Im a proud woman, obviously keh3). And so, knowing that, I thank Allah that now I have my own financial advisor (dan pengangkat barang2 berat, cikgu tajwid, penolong itu dan ini, driver, pendengar bebelan, pemilih baju pagi pagi, pemberi pendapat, pelayan moody, peneman makan and the list goes on)


tapi kan... bank islam still sounds more convincing kannn?

Repressed

"I think Maria is terrifically sexy, and this burst of passionate graffiti is only further evidence of it. Interestingly, though, Giulio sees the scrawled-upon wall as a sure sign of Maria repression, because she wrote her curses against him in Italian, and Italian is her second language, a language she has to think about for a moment before she can choose her words. He said if Maria had truly allowed herself to be overcome by anger - which she never does, because she's a good Anglo-Protestant - then she would have written all over that wall in her native English. He says all Americans are like this: repressed. Which makes them dangerous and potentially deadly when they do blow up."

- Eat Pray Love, Elizabeth Gilbert

Analytic mind. Beautiful.

All time favorite #3

My Hero My Boss

I'm confused.

I was walking to the prayer room in confusions. I mean, we(Power Rangers and I) shared a lot already. It has been a week, with each and everyday filled with a meaningful conversations. I realized I'm not so young anymore(even my mind forced me to believe so haha). She asked me about having kids, and that was a hell of honest question. Me? A mom? Haha believe me guys, I'm still adjusting myself about being a wife. The transition is kinda fast. It was fast. Yesterday I was a normal average girl having no major obligations and today I have a husband. A HUSBAND! Tak tau la bila nak habis our conversations pasal "Oh mannn I still cant believe it!" ni.  (Kah3 he must be laughing reading this)

and few days ago, masa salam-salam nak balik, I kissed her hands and the Power Rangers told me, "You remind me a lot of my daughter". Deep down, I know that I'm gonna gain a lot from her. Saya akan jadi power rangers jugak, insyaAllah. HAHAHA :P


but hey, for the record, I still have small talk with my 13 years old in law about cute boys, woops, I mean, artis artis Korea tu.. Haha

Power rangers

Akak: Berapa eh umur Naziha?
Naziha: 22 tahun. eh, ke 23? eh betol betol  22 tahun.. (sempat lagi confuse cuk3)
Akak: Wow, you're very young!
Naziha: Haha young la sangat.. Akak?
Akak: Much more older than you're. I have 6 kids and the eldest dah masuk university..

Naziha pon terbeliaklah matanya. You have 6 kids and boleh dengan selambernya buat phd sambil2? Me is having no kid pon rasa cam tak cukup masa nak berfoya foya haha okay mulalah merepek. Maka bermulalah episod Naziha berkenalan dengan akak yang dirasakan seperti boleh menjadi Power Rangers. and dia kahwin umur 23 tahun without knowing who the husband is. Power takkkk

Told ya.. this gonna be fun :P (Fun not because of studies, but because of everything other than that haha)

Superhero Fact #1

Abu Hurairah who memorized and narrated the most hadith only spent less than 3 years with The Massenger of Allah SAW

Fasa demi fasa

We seriously dont want our lives end up to be just like dust, a total waste.

Psst.. fasa saya seems to be a little terbalik. Fasa belajar, berkahwin dan belajar lagi. Bekerja macam lambat lagi je cuk3. Haha whatever, apapun dirimu mas/mbak, jadikan hidup kita bermakna dengan niat untukNya yok! 

Psst.. you might notice a frequent updates these few days. Yes, you're right.. I have something related to studies that need to be done but this blog seems to be my guilty pleasure. Hi Re[View], we gonna be bestfriends for the next three months (or maybe until I find something yang lagi macho dari anda keh3)..

Akhirat Deficit Disorder

Radiant Aisha

Aisha ialah kayu ukur saya tentang pantasnya masa bergerak.

Ps: Mari menulis menggunakan Bahasa Melayu yang sempurna. Kalau tidak, saya akan terkial kial untuk menulis email mahupun surat rasmi. and oh hi, I am (almost) a "student" in a local university :)  dan oh hi, saya (akan) jadi seorang "pelajar" di universiti tempatan. Mari lihat bagaimana ianya berbeza, should be fun.. :)

Values and Stuff

"but actually I was thinking of something even more serious that happens when you spend 20 years focused not on your values but on getting more stuff. What happens is that it leads to a midlife crisis, which generally leads to all sorts of unhappiness, including divorce. The truth is that most midlife crises occur because people get to a certain age with all this stuff they've accumulated and suddenly it hits them that their stuff isn't really making them happy - that this stuff they've spent all this time and effort getting is actually the wrong stuff"

- David Bach, Smart Couples Finish Rich.

and so.. what is it that matters most to you? What is it that you stand for and what is it that you care most deeply about? In other words, what are your values? 

Arah hidup

The Prophet said: "Whoever makes the Hereafter his preoccupation, then Allah places freedom from want in his heart, and gathers his affairs and Dunya comes to him despite being reluctant to do so. And whoever makes Dunya his preoccupation, then Allah places his poverty before his eyes and breaks up his affairs and nothing of the Dunya comes to him except that which has been decreed for him"



P/s: Semoga kita hidup untuk akhirat kita, semoga kita dijadikan Allah antara orang yang mempunyai pendirian dan maruah diri, semoga semoga!

Sunday, September 18th

We should eat more and get fat together

Wisdom #1

"Dont give physical stuff as a gift, tapi bagi experience. Sebab barang barang wont last, but experiences do. But then it doesn't mean that you're not allowed to get a gift for the loved ones! Ui jangan kedekut hahah Bagi lah something, but then make sure kena ada experience, like cable car ride/dining/naik roller coaster for the first anniversary. Handbag wont last, but the experience of naik roller coaster together will always be remembered!"

-Ustaz Adib and wife

Ps: Best jumpa orang orang yang semangat berkongsi tips! Danke schoen :D

Teaser

Life has been wonderful.
Alhamdulillah.

Ps: yo lah teaser, sekali tak wujud2 dah post seterusnya hihi

Eid Mubarak people!

People watching #2: Mydin

Tempat jual bunga..

The wife: (tengok tengok bunga)

The husband: Hoh bunga2 pulak.. (nada tak puas hati)

Kemudian turun escalator..

The husband: Oloh lap lap dekat baju dah la.. (still nada tak puas hati)

The wife: Okay kalau orang datang esok makan2 cari tissue takde, saya cakap abang suruh lap dekat baju ye. 

The husband: ...

What say you? Definitely not the best scene for malam 1 Syawal wehooo

Annoyed

I get so annoyed when I see people dont treat others kindly. I mean.. I'm not an angle angel but then sometimes some people are just so freaking rude.  The thing is, kita ni ada ibu bapa, adik beradik dan orang orang yang kita sayangi. Just IMAGINE someday di zaman 2020 that strangers treat our parents, adik, abang, kakak, anak-anak with the same rude manner. HAH padan muka!

So be the best kids to our parents because one day, we will understand what that means once we have kids, treat others right as we only want to see adik kesayangan kita be treated justly. If today we have done something bad to someone's son/daughter, just remember what goes around comes around. If not to us, maybe to our loved ones.

Just think twice before doing something that we already know Allah wont approve. 

May Allah give us courage. 

First two guests

I am so blessed with awesome friends around. Last weekend two of my Integrasi friends came to visit me at home just because they cant make it to my kenduri after raya nanti. I dont really get it either, like you need to travel the whole night by bus just to come visit. Abby naik bas from Shah Alam and Zue from Terengganu. Hui jauh jauh. and they secretly teach me how to make people feel appreciated and loved. Helo Naziha banyaknya orang buat baik dengan awak ni, bila nak balas haa haaa?

Sepuluh hari lagi je macam? :|

Ameen!

The Prophet of Allah SAW said, “Come near the Mimbar.” And we came near the Mimbar.

When he ascended the first step of the Mimbar, he said, “Aameen”. When he ascended the second step of the Mimbar, he said, “Aameen”. When he ascended the third step, he said, “Aameen”. 

When he descended, we said, “O Apostle of Allah! We have heard from you today something which we never heard before.” 

He said, (When I ascended the first step) Jibrail appeared before me and said, 

“Woe to him who found the blessed month of Ramadan and let it pass by without gaining forgiveness.”

Upon that I said, “Aameen”. 

When I ascended the second step, he said, 

“Woe to him before whom your name is mentioned and then does not read 'selawat' on you.” 

I replied, “Aameen”. 

When I ascended the third step, he said,

“Woe unto the person in whose presence both parents or one of them attain old age, and he failed to serve them, is not allowed to enter Paradise.”

I said, “Aameen”. 

[Hakim, Ibn Hibban, Tabrani, Baihaqi]

The Golden Rule

Treat others as you wish to be treated

Buzz...

1. Kerana nyamuk seekor, rasa nak bakar satu rumah HAHA. Masa first night tidur kat rumah, I wake up in the middle of the night mengamuk sebab dah bungkus satu badan pastu nyamuk dengan selamber gajah pegi gigit muka. Huii panas panas. But that was the first night, lepas tu hehe saya dengan selamber gajah pulak tidur tak sedar. Esoknya ada la bekas surat surat cinta nyamuk. Kena redha je lah kot memang nyamuk kerjanya hisap darah slurppp haih sabor je lah.

2. It was raining when we were about to break the fast today. It feels like that was the perfect time to make dua. Perfect. Sebab lagi 15 minit nak bukak puasa and also the rains. I always imagine that the rain will bring my prayers to God, and He will absolutely grant my wishes. That rains that calm the heat down. Rains that if anyone ever ask me to list down things that I love, it will be among the few. Hmm for obvious reason, I have a lot of things to ask from Him but it was funny how end up repeating the same dua, "Allahumma innaka 'afuwun kareem, tuhibbu 'afwa fa'fuanni". Feeling like the perfect time was so limited and there are no greater things other than forgiveness. Saiko.

3. Oh, buzz title post tu buzz bunyi nyamuk. bukan buzz ym. harap maklum

feel like huargh-ing

help?

of baju kahwin

"Alah maa.. saya nop hok simple2 jah. Buat baju kurung putih biasa tokleh ko?"

"Hm wak gapo nop buat nyo. Baju kurung putih sekolah maahad tu belambak dalam almari."

.... -_-'

Dua jenis manusia dan bebelan

1. Dalam dunia ni ada dua jenis org. Yang suka buat keje last minute dan yang selalu bersedia di awal waktu. Malang sungguh saya tergolong di kalangan manusia last minute itu aihhh

2. Malam last di Lübeck. Keh3 padahal tade plan masa depan lagi. The earliest, I will come back in mid October. But we'll see we'll see...

3. Dah 11 bulan saya tinggal di sini rupanya. I cant decide whether 11 bulan tu cepat ke lambat huuu. Maybe cepat in a way that tak sedar pon dah habis dua semester alhamdulillah. Dan maybe lambat in a way that i feel useless kerana hidup untuk diri sendiri je. Org yg power tu kan org yg bermanfaat kpd org2 lain. Me is not that person for sure hohhh camno nak jadi power rangerss :P

4. Orang orang di Lübeck sgt baikkk. walaupun muka saya tempe tapi ahh terharuuu lol. Jasa anda semua dikenangg :D

5. Choice. It makes life somehow harder tapi sedar tak you get out of it wiser?

6. Lübeck taught me a lot. 11 months yg buat jiwa kental toing2 haha bajet. For sure I wont cry if sesat dekat Berlin mahupun tempat2 seangkatan, fail exam, prof scary, lebih kebal dgn perception manusia, mampu travel sendiri, kena tinggal train(?) tapi still chillex ambil gambar eh boleh buat kenangan ni stranded kat sini hoi budak cuba kalat sket. Haha okay skarang da tak sure if that is a good thing or not sebab terlampau chillex in few issues. TAPI tapi ada la beberapa exceptions kan wehihi.

7. Hav been receiving messages, email and random questions about raya ketiga. No and yes. No it is not raya ketiga, and yes I'm getting married insyaAllah. Pulang kali ini bermisi besar mencari redha dan kasih Allah :)


- posted from my ipod sambil baring baring tunggu subuh di rumah kakza wehoo

doubt

there are times when I doubt my engineering degree. 

banyak kali kot sebenarnya! but oh well..  

yellow light

I really just want to be warm yellow light that pours over everyone I love 
[Conor Oberst]

So where should I start?

28 - 2

For the first time, rasa cam boleh jawab exam. Pastu ada la yg rasa cam tak cukup explanation tapi tak tau nak crap apa dah. Hm takpe dua markah je.

Skip.

Pastu tgk tgk total markah 28 jeeeeee cuk3. Kalau silap salah mengarut dan menggoreng let say lah 8 markah, da jadi 70% ntah ntah da failed -_-'

Tak jadilah rasa boleh jawab tadi tsk tarik balik. Hehh.

Ada 3 finals, a lab report and project report lagi yang belum selesai. Selamat mata panda tido lepas exam bgn ptg dan tak tido malam lepas tu gi exam pastu balik tido pastu bgn belajar gi exam balik tido blablabla

- Posted from my iPod

Mati

Saya bukanlah kenal rapat dengan Dr. Lo' Lo', sekadar tahu that she is one of MPs and I did follow her on twitter. Pernah sekali stalk Allahyarhamah because I was eager with her twitter updates and I conclude, Allahyarhamah seorang yang tegas dan persistent with her stand. Patutlah boleh jadi MP, patutlah boleh jadi orang hebat. 

and we all know that she left us yesterday. Ustaz Hasrizal dedicated a post in remembrance of her in Saifulislam. So did Dr Asri. and Shaykh Suhaib Webb pun buat status facebooknya tentang pemergian Dr. Lo' Lo', saying that she delivered both of his kids. dan belum kira para pemimpin Pas. 

From there we can roughly see what kind of person she was. She was a wife, mother, professional doctor dan juga activist! How she actually contributed to the society and more importantly, to Islam. and yet, she could say on her last hours how scared she was of not being a good servant to Allah. Ah sedihh. May Allah bless her soul and made it easy for her family. 

Indeed, death is the best reminder.

Have you ever wondered how would it be when your turn finally comes? 

as for now, I would say that no one would ever notice if I rot here in my room for weeks. Seriously!

Analyze where are you at

• Allahumma barik lana fi Rajab wa Sha'ban wa ballighna Ramadan [Ya Allah berkatilah kami di Rejab dan Syaaban dan pertemukanlah kami dengan Ramadan]
• Dont live your day in such a way where you understand it is just day to day affair. There is another world after this one. 
• Do it at your pace, but do it
• Hoh rasa nak salin satu satu ayat dia tapi dgr la sendiri - Cerita start from minute 12:50 pon best:  Things that people commonly say on their deathbed. 

Ramadhan Ramadhaannn Ramadhaannnn!

Sometimes the system goes on the blink

I'm gonna take the first train tomorrow at 5am heading to Berlin. I cant help myself thinking why things between me and it-who-must-not-be-named is so complicated. Dari mula mula sampai sekarang. and it made me travel during critical times, always. Maybe it is not meant to be for me, maybe I just dont give out my best, maybe I need to have a little patience or maybe I just SIMPLY should stop complaining. 

Hihi or maybe I just had a bad day and start blaming everything out there. Well the sun doesn't always shine, and so let me have my emotional sweet time once in a while. 

And emo with ielts? OMG are you for real Naziha?

Who lives in a pineapple under the sea?

When I am king they shall not have bread and shelter only, but also teachings out of books, for a full belly is little worth where the mind is starved

 The Prince and the Pauper

SPONGEBOB Squarepants!
Absorbent and yellow and porous is he!
Spongebob Squarepants! :P:P


wehooo something gotta be wrong somewhere on how do we perceive knowledge

Define happiness

Elaborate untuk esei 20 markah. [dah gaya Cik Nadiah Az dah ni haha]

#3

People who degrade women - Just because girls choose to wear burqa/hijab/black, that doesn't mean that they gonna disappear from the society. They have every right to get the best education, they have every right to express their opinions too, just like you are. We all have a fully functioning mind, excuse me. 

You know what's worse? when it is not involving Jack or David, but the Muslims themselves degrade their own women

A daughter may outgrow your lap, but she will never outgrow your heart

Nashville Pancake Pantry, Summer 2010

Haishh counting days and mixed feelings

Miss #4: Familiar Faces

I wanna shout out loud that it has been an awesome year! 

and GOOD LUCK to all of us :)

So here are 2/3 of the class

Credit to Stephen Oung

and not to forget the crazy girls 

Credit to Stephen Oung

and looking at the photos, you wouldn't hire us as your engineers anymore, would you? 

Alhamdulillah

Relieved.
It took me about a year. For His "magic" is beyond our imagination.


haha now lagi obses dengan warna kuning yeahhh hahaha

Too Late

You're dying, but you haven't died yet

But with every single heartbeat you get closer to your final breath 

Yesterday you were one day closer to your grave

Today who even knows if you'll even make it home ok

I just pray that you are ready for your final exam 

Until then don't you dare die except in a state of Islam

Heaven and Hell are just the choices that we make

So turn back to you Lord, before it's too late

[Too Late, Boona Mohamed]

P/s: What's done is done. It is about now, it is about the future. 

Walal-akhiratu khayrun laka mina al-oola.

Selamat Pengantin Baru Nik!

Atlanta GA, Spring 2010

Nak jugak letak gambar tak senonoh kan? Hahaha cuk3. She was my weekend-roomate, DSP classmate, advisor, youtube mate, tempat mintak tolong mahupun nasihat etc etc etc and I adore her to the extend that I somehow set her as my gold standard. Eh? cam eksperimen la pulak.. 

Nik nik nik dah nak kawin in few hours insyaAllah. Congratulationssss Nik dengan Hasan. Kalau orang kahwin kita kena wish apa? Haha tatau. Emmmm semoga bahagia hingga ke syurgaaa. Hasan sila jaga Nik yang extra baik tu elok elok! (cam hasan baca je haha)


Barakallahulakuma :)

Takde life

tapi takde masa nak elaborate. So bye!

Final week of class

Pejam celik pejam celik, lagi seminggu semester ini akan habis. Pejam celik pejam celik, lab report saya tak siap siap haha. Tiga lab report yang salah satunya I have no idea about! Physics is random how would you know the magnetic moment will precess with discrete frequency ohmygoddd! Saya tak tau macam mana nak siapkan tapi for sure it need to be done by Thursday. 

Semester ni, bilangan finals sama macam subjek PMR banyaknya haha. Sembilan. Lapan sebenarnya dan satu lagi ialah IELTS. Thanks sebab menyemak in between my finals and thanks for being so far away in Berlin. THANKS. Haha emo lettewww. Apa apa pon, ingat motto kita? Jangan gentar untuk repeat! HAHA gurau jah maa gurauu HAHAH

Selamat survive this crazy week, Naziha!
dan exam week selepasnya dan exam week selepasnya tih3

You're only as tall as your heart will let you be 

And you're only as small as the world will make you seem 

When the going gets rough and you feel like you may fall

Just look on the brightside - you're roughly six feet tall.

Thanks Emira Kesten ;)

June 22nd, 2011

Credit to Daniel Koekert

and now I realize that I'm the shortest one
oh tak, mereka sebenarnya yang extra tinggi haha

lost of words

Most of the time, I know what is the right thing to say, it is just a matter of verbalizing it or not. tapi kali ni cam terdiam terus.

My junior back in Integrasi tiba tiba bertanya khabar di facebook. She is one of my favorites, sama dorm dalam 2 tahun kot. We lost contact since I left Integrasi, that was the first interaction we have on facebook. but yes, she is dearly to my heart. Tanya tanya kabar, I can sense something is kinda not right tapi ingat mild mild punya not right je.

but then she told me that she has been paralyzed for 8 months. 

"..x sihat sket. skang paralyzed..daa 8 bulan kot xle jln...."

and I was really taken aback :'( :'(

Ps: Kadang kadang saya lupa apa yang saya ada hanya pinjaman. As cliche as it sounds. Seriously.
Pps: Dah janji insyaAllah nak visit Neng. 

All time favorite #2

Came across this picture and sukaaa somehow. the feeling you get when a friend tagged you in a picture, and you know exactly what they were trying to say. our minds got vummiv wireless one lah tihtihtih.

Confuseness

Si kongfius: Eh usaha dulu ke doa dulu?

Si lagi kongfius: Bukan usaha dulu pastu doa dan tawakal ke? Usaha, doa, tawakal camtu..

Si Super Saiya: Makan dulu ke doa dulu? ke doa lepas tu makan lepas tu doa lagi? 

Ohhhhhhhh

Malam Ahad yang menggelupur

Bila waktu anda paling productive? 

Kalau saya, bila malam menjelma pada hari Ahad. Menggelupur buat kerja sekolah. Cutilah dua hari ataupun seminggu, hari Ahad jugaklah masa saya paling productive. dan juga bila esoknya exam. Mesti kalau baca apa apa malam tu laju je masuk meresap. Kalau baca seminggu sebelum.. em.. pernah ke? haha anywayss.. dats not the point :P

Susahnya nak buat kerja di awal waktu.

Sebab tu ganjaran bagi orang-orang muda yang guna masa muda remaja untuk membuat amal amal segala tu besar. Ni salah satu golongan dari 7 golongan yang Allah janjikan naunganNya di padang Masyar yang tiada naungan lain yang wujud. Sebab susahhhh sangat nak focus and masa muda la kita rasa nak buat segala benda yang ada kat dunia ni. We are inclined to believe that we have all the time. kot.

Eh?

Pointnya, buat kerja malam Ahad tak bagus. Macam beramal bila dah tua tak larat nak jalan, dulu time muda enjoy tak ingat dunia cuk3. Oh so dont worry normal la naluri nak enjoy tuh jika anda rasa anda masih muda haha. yang penting sila jadi power rangers insyaAllah supaya kita boleh focus dan melawan perasaan perasan muda tu haha.

Maher Zain pesan life is shorter than most have thought :)

Arghh esok dah Isnin why so fast? Hahaha

P/s: At times like this, I am more confuse than any of you. Cehh yakinn

This is too much

I cant handle it anymore :P

Promote promote

http://abdulbary.tumblr.com/

Tumblr is a good medium sebab post tak lengthy so orang takde lah sampai tahap malas nak baca. Anywayssss nak promote tumblr Shaykh Abdulbary Yahya sebenarnya. I first met him when I was in my freshman year back in Memphis. Since then, memang look forward for his class, miss tgk Shaykh minum Starbucks sejuk satu, panas satu. Haha. and he was also the instructor for my last Al-Maghrib class in the States. 

Spring 2010

Jarang ada direct communication with the Shaykh, selalunya akan ada admin etc etc. So selamat mengambil benefits from his tumblr. :)

http://abdulbary.tumblr.com/

Prep Malam

I'm glad it's weekend already. Stressful week ditambah dengan internet di rumah yang acting up. Makanya, terpaksalah stay back di uni konon-kononnya menyiapkan kerja kerja tertangguh. 

Dah towards the end of June, maknanya dah separuh tahun 2011 habis. Okay I dont really know why I state that but yeahh, dah separuh tahun weeyyy

Few days back, I read a facebook status of a friend. She said something about how clueless she is about the future, how the future is unpredictable, but one thing for sure, Jannah is for those who live in this world as told by The Creator. 

Those words hit me hard. Deep down I realized that I was lacked of faith. Yes I was.

Makanya mari berubah.

words

I had a long pointless lab today. Biophysics.

so no, I didn't really get neither the Fick's Law nor the Nernst Equation because of the crappy equipments and also like countless source of errors which gave out even more crappy results. HAHA bahagian mengomen hmm laju jee cuk3.

but I do get two things.

"guesstimate" and "retarding friction"

I know the words but I never heard people actually using it. guesstimate. and since when retard and friction go together? I only use the word "retard" for some of my friends lolol.

so now you can yell at me, "WHY YOU NO SPEAK ENGLISH?" 

yeah english saya memang agak low level. sad haha.

Checkpoint Charlie, Berlin

"You are entering the American Sector"

big bang is back!

need to get out of this comfort zone now. lets.

What do you have to offer?

I secretly adore people who use their skills for Islam. 

Bayangkan kalau ada seorang manusia yang termove dengan tgk video ni, pastu pegi kelas almaghrib tu, pastu dalam kelas almaghrib tu de dapat byk2 ilmu and he turns out to be a teacher who teaches ilmu tu kpd ramai orang and who turns out to be blablablabla (sila ulang kisah sama). You see how it propagates? 

and it starts out with a simple act of sharing what you have (time, ideas, skills, etc)

I bleed black and gold. Okay tak abes2 lagi kew?

p/s: kalau pahala camtu, sins pon samalah jugak kan kot?
Hati hati makan hati kawan kawan tih3.

#2

Silence is (most of the time) better. Especially when you feel like killing someone, remember, silence is the cure. 

Curiosity

"Do you have long hair? I'm just curious"

"The men in Cameroon can have 4 wives?"

"Isn't it hot? I mean like.. you always have long sleeves"

"What is the name of scarf that you're wearing? Is it burqa or niqab?"


and thank God they asked instead of making their own conclusions!
No baby, Im not bald lol

Selamat!

It was July last year I believe if not earlier. We were on our way to I dont remember where but the discussion we had is still fresh in my head. Three of us (Kak Atie, Abe Paih and I) dengan rancaknya berborak about what we seek in life, what do we want in the person that we gonna get married to, life lessons, and the list goes on and on. It was a serious discussion.

and then he said, 

"Nanti saya nak gituh la. Senyap senyap jah pastu tup tup kawin. Baru awesome!"

He is indeed the man of his own words. It was a plain wish of him and alhamdulillah it went his way. The process was easy, fast and a kind of my dream marriage. 

Selamat Pengantin Baru to AbePaih and KakAdrina. 

Barakallah :)

Saya crap, pemalas dan

gumuk in every possible way. 

All time favorite #1

Highland Quad BBQ, 2010

He's getting married

I have four brothers and I was 17 when my eldest brother got married. Masa tu baru lepas SPM and kebetulan sekolah saya dekat Kuantan and rumah kak atie pon dekat Pahang. So they fetched me from school and terus ke majlis. It wasn't really a big deal for me at that time sebab rasa cam kecik je lagi haha and I wasn't helping at all kunun kunun busy SPM pastu dapat B gak Bio haha tiba2. 

AbeJe and AbeApih

Masa tu, AbeJe was supposedly in Luebeck. He is the closest to AbeApih(the eldest) rasanya. sepatutnya. Diorang beza setahun je pon. and magic kan tiba tiba dia ada dalam gambar kat bawah ni. Dah la pakai jeans and shirt bodo je. Dia somehow appeared dekat pintu rumah Kak Atie masa diorang atas pelamin. and we were so overwhelmed like was it real or what? Ceh dia telah mencuri spotlight pengantin. Anyway, that was the last time we have everyone in a same picture :(

First menantu abah :P

Today my third brother is getting married. and Abeje is now back home. Everyone is home sebenarnya except for me. YES I LIED when I said that Im so gonna close my eyes pretending like Im okay. Im not okay. Ye lah jadi emo sekali dua kala haha.

I cant go home. not just yet. :'(

Okay jangan poyo sangat akad je bukan kenduri pon lagi heshh. My bro(and his future wife) is such a sweetheart because the kenduri is now on Sept and ofkos I can go! Nanti iA semua orang akan ada dalam satu gambar and family Lazim dah bertambah tambah yay

Now nak call rumah ke tak? Tapi mungkin akan sedihhh kalau call? 

Okay call lah sila jadi adik yang baik.

Life

Semalam Baly ajak call Hubab and Ashwaq. Diorang baru kahwin 2 hari lepass hihi excitedddd. Baru bangun tido suara pon mamai2 lagi kesian diorang. Ni semua salah Baly. Update2 borak2 and diorang ajak g honeymoon dkt Sabah. Korang nak ikot? HAHA

Then, kitorang called Oya. Oya skang tgh training dgn Sekeng dekat Renaissance. Cakap ngn Oya and Sekeng sekejap je sebab diorang dah nak g breakfast. Oya nanti dah keje kat Labuan and Sekeng pulak di Indonesia. I'm absolutely happy for them of course but it also means that I wont be meeting them in only God knows for how long. Sadddd.

Lepas tu harini bukak facebook ada album baru, album hantar budak2 balik Malaysia for good. Gambar nangis2. Baly ckp, Anep nangis. Pastu Mony ckp dekat Baly, "Takpe meh aku g comfortkan". Last2 Mony pon nangis sama haha. Goodbyes aren't easy mate!

and goodbyes di airport Nashville mmg berbisa. Been there done that! (Side note: Saya tak pernah jumpa Sekeng since then sobss kannn)

This thing called life is amazing kann?

If voicing out opinions against the side who has power is considered forbidden, the community is digging its own grave.

I bleed black and gold

psstt sila move on? keh3 I wont.