Menumpang kasih

"Nor, jom gi park now!" Abelan telefon, dan terdengar di background suara Kak Ija "Jomlah jomlah!". It was a sunny Saturday, I was lazying on my bed reading a book, haven't even eat a thing! Teruk kannnn. and sadly, I still use this lame excuse, "Takpe, hidup bujang..". BUJANG LA SANGAT!

They picked me up half an hour later and we went to Draeger park. 

Digging in tanpa segan silu cuk3

Bersama si pipi roboh 

I see bling bling and I drooled! Haha cuteness

Mummy Aqidd senyum..

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Dan Aqidd pon tiru the exact kind of smile! Hahaha

Actually, this whole random picnic thing made me miss my other half. so. bad. and Ramadhan is approaching.. sape nak jadi imam terawih? Sobs..


Note to self: Having people around really help. You cant survive with books and bed, Naziha! :P

Dua jenis manusia dan bebelan

1. Dalam dunia ni ada dua jenis org. Yang suka buat keje last minute dan yang selalu bersedia di awal waktu. Malang sungguh saya tergolong di kalangan manusia last minute itu aihhh

2. Malam last di Lübeck. Keh3 padahal tade plan masa depan lagi. The earliest, I will come back in mid October. But we'll see we'll see...

3. Dah 11 bulan saya tinggal di sini rupanya. I cant decide whether 11 bulan tu cepat ke lambat huuu. Maybe cepat in a way that tak sedar pon dah habis dua semester alhamdulillah. Dan maybe lambat in a way that i feel useless kerana hidup untuk diri sendiri je. Org yg power tu kan org yg bermanfaat kpd org2 lain. Me is not that person for sure hohhh camno nak jadi power rangerss :P

4. Orang orang di Lübeck sgt baikkk. walaupun muka saya tempe tapi ahh terharuuu lol. Jasa anda semua dikenangg :D

5. Choice. It makes life somehow harder tapi sedar tak you get out of it wiser?

6. Lübeck taught me a lot. 11 months yg buat jiwa kental toing2 haha bajet. For sure I wont cry if sesat dekat Berlin mahupun tempat2 seangkatan, fail exam, prof scary, lebih kebal dgn perception manusia, mampu travel sendiri, kena tinggal train(?) tapi still chillex ambil gambar eh boleh buat kenangan ni stranded kat sini hoi budak cuba kalat sket. Haha okay skarang da tak sure if that is a good thing or not sebab terlampau chillex in few issues. TAPI tapi ada la beberapa exceptions kan wehihi.

7. Hav been receiving messages, email and random questions about raya ketiga. No and yes. No it is not raya ketiga, and yes I'm getting married insyaAllah. Pulang kali ini bermisi besar mencari redha dan kasih Allah :)


- posted from my ipod sambil baring baring tunggu subuh di rumah kakza wehoo

doubt

there are times when I doubt my engineering degree. 

banyak kali kot sebenarnya! but oh well..  

Sometimes the system goes on the blink

I'm gonna take the first train tomorrow at 5am heading to Berlin. I cant help myself thinking why things between me and it-who-must-not-be-named is so complicated. Dari mula mula sampai sekarang. and it made me travel during critical times, always. Maybe it is not meant to be for me, maybe I just dont give out my best, maybe I need to have a little patience or maybe I just SIMPLY should stop complaining. 

Hihi or maybe I just had a bad day and start blaming everything out there. Well the sun doesn't always shine, and so let me have my emotional sweet time once in a while. 

And emo with ielts? OMG are you for real Naziha?

Miss #4: Familiar Faces

I wanna shout out loud that it has been an awesome year! 

and GOOD LUCK to all of us :)

So here are 2/3 of the class

Credit to Stephen Oung

and not to forget the crazy girls 

Credit to Stephen Oung

and looking at the photos, you wouldn't hire us as your engineers anymore, would you? 

Final week of class

Pejam celik pejam celik, lagi seminggu semester ini akan habis. Pejam celik pejam celik, lab report saya tak siap siap haha. Tiga lab report yang salah satunya I have no idea about! Physics is random how would you know the magnetic moment will precess with discrete frequency ohmygoddd! Saya tak tau macam mana nak siapkan tapi for sure it need to be done by Thursday. 

Semester ni, bilangan finals sama macam subjek PMR banyaknya haha. Sembilan. Lapan sebenarnya dan satu lagi ialah IELTS. Thanks sebab menyemak in between my finals and thanks for being so far away in Berlin. THANKS. Haha emo lettewww. Apa apa pon, ingat motto kita? Jangan gentar untuk repeat! HAHA gurau jah maa gurauu HAHAH

Selamat survive this crazy week, Naziha!
dan exam week selepasnya dan exam week selepasnya tih3

You're only as tall as your heart will let you be 

And you're only as small as the world will make you seem 

When the going gets rough and you feel like you may fall

Just look on the brightside - you're roughly six feet tall.

Thanks Emira Kesten ;)

June 22nd, 2011

Credit to Daniel Koekert

and now I realize that I'm the shortest one
oh tak, mereka sebenarnya yang extra tinggi haha

words

I had a long pointless lab today. Biophysics.

so no, I didn't really get neither the Fick's Law nor the Nernst Equation because of the crappy equipments and also like countless source of errors which gave out even more crappy results. HAHA bahagian mengomen hmm laju jee cuk3.

but I do get two things.

"guesstimate" and "retarding friction"

I know the words but I never heard people actually using it. guesstimate. and since when retard and friction go together? I only use the word "retard" for some of my friends lolol.

so now you can yell at me, "WHY YOU NO SPEAK ENGLISH?" 

yeah english saya memang agak low level. sad haha.

Road to school

Hm awak sekolah dekat kampung mana ni Naziha?

Kg. Luebeck :P

Be careful what you wish for

cause you might get it all.

It's like one step forward and two steps back. Sad. :(

Cerita menarik arini, saya kena marah dengan makcik OR, sebab pakai scrub hijau on top of baju luar nak masuk OR. Dah lah harsh gila you could be nicer it is not like I dont want to listen. Good thing is that I dont understand Deutsch :P. Bagus gak tak faham bahasa ni.. and I know makcik you had a bad day because I heard you swearing over the phone haih nasib badan lah terkena tempias. Thanks though for not arguing over my tudung.

and I might wanna squeeze in to observe a MIS surgery yayyy thanks to encik doctor yang sungguh semangat mengajar hehehe

juga, nasib baik ada rakan rakan baru yang boleh tahan gak kesengalan dan sekeng yang sakit pinggang segala tapi masih sedia mendengar bebelan cerita kena marah hehe. Teros hilang 90% rasa emo dengan makcik tukar kepada emo dengan benda lain :P :P :P

Friends are forever they say and I do believe that :)

Tersepitness

Bunga bunga ni walaupun hanya menumpang kasih di celah tangga, shine as bright as..

others..

Pointnya, saya lebih suka melihat bunga tersepit, kagum sbb mampu be as yellowish as others despite the tersepitness 

It has been a while

It has been a while since I'm here. Masa mula - mula pindah, depan rumah saya ni is still a construction site tapi minggu lepas Aldi, Sky dan Rosmann dah dibuka. First day ramai gila orang siap boleh jam2 lagi jalan kat rumah ni haa.. but now it is back to normal. Petang petang sket baru ramai orang. 

and this is where I live

Lesson to be learned, jangan berumah di tepi kedai jika takut dilambung ombak keh3.

Radiation

Radiation caused by smoking is like you were to take CT scan twice a year

The young medical doctor asked the class if anyone smoke tapi biasalah kitorang pandang each other bajet innocent kan haha. He then told us that he used to smoke like 2 packs per day but then after being a doctor himself, he gave that up. Radiation man.. radiation.. 

Hamburger Dom, March 26th

lots of spinning rides

typical fun fair games

bajet comel semua. bagus haha.

I would say fun fair is one of the places that I always love to go. and I'm so gonna come back for High Energy rides, insyaAllah. (Hehehe)

Done with Winter Semester!

Baru sahaja hantar project terakhir, semua paper semester lepas pon dah done, Alhamdulillah.

Mari bersihkan laptop dari file file semester lepas.
I'm a happy girl :)

Brains!

Saya bermata panda. Ada bulatan hitam di sekeliling mata. Aih kalau comel cam panda takpe gak, ni dah macam walking meat dah haha. 

Anyway, I met with Derek Shepherd "McDreamy" today. Sape sape yang tengok Greys Anatomy tau la sape mamat hensem tu haha. Well, not exactly that Mcdreamy, I actually met one of the neurosurgeon in Universitatklinikum for Clinical Applications class. Walaupun hanya tidur 2 jam semalam, and kelas harini start pukul 8pg, saya berjaya focus dalam kelas petang McDreamy because he talked about awesome things. 

Insaf. He showed us images of CT, MRI and also DSA. Dalam kelas selalunya belajar theory, how they do reconstruction of those images but not interpretation of each image in real life. 

Gambar hiasan tiada kaitan dengan sesiapa

Ada satu gambar, McDreamy said, "This is a really poor guy. If you can see his CT image, he got not only one tumor in his brain, but two! He probably live with those tumors for 15 years already and usually with this kind of tumor, you only got 7 to 8 months to live." Dalam CT tu nampak 2 regions in his skull that appear whiter. Satu tumor cam bergabung dengan brain and the other one, push the brain macam mkn space dalam skull. Brain dah tak center. Sedih.

Ada satu MRI image, tunjuk few stages of  pendarahan dalam otak. He said, this image belongs to a kid. GULP. He showed dekat dalam skull ada few layers of greyish color meaning few stages of pendarahan. Ada yang dah lama, ada yang fresh. and the class tersentap bila dia cakap, "This is the result of child abuse, an international problem". 

Ada yang accident and nampak ada gumpalan darah dalam kepala. For this case, we got no other choice except for taking a drill and drill his skull to let the blood out. Terbayang orang drill dinding sebab nak letak gambar. Hadeh. 

McDreamy sangat macho. Haha tiba tiba. Dia ingat semua benda dalam otak tu segala salur darah semua benda lah woo machonyaa. Teringat time belajar anatomy dulu, the hardest paper for me. Anything involving memorization is a pain yo!

Then he showed us segala medical technology yang ada in his department. Surgery images yang dia baru buat pagi tadi dan dia cakap semua org in his department is happy today because the surgery was a success. Satisfaction di dalam kerja, I can see that right through him. The way he talked about each case, the way he talked about a successful surgery and also the sound of his voice talking about fatal cases. 

Funny thing is, kitorang semua cam got so excited looking at how awesome catheter works etc. Geng perempuan macam ter"aww" bila dapat pegang stent. Macam perempuan dapat bunga, lelaki dapat kereta HAHA. No wonder lah amek Biomedical Engineering kot. 

Anyway, sepanjang kelas saya rasa sangat terkesan dengan kebesaran Allah, subhanAllah, and I cant thank Allah enough for being healthy, tu belum tambah segala benda lain. Often times we get distracted with afflictions that rarely strike, forgetting the countless blessings that always there. Manusia sungguh!

Okay bye, nak kena besarkan lagi mata panda saya. Haih thanks to Matlab for behaving so well. Huargh!!!

Fun stuff !

Kawan kawan,
Tau tak Computed Tomography tu apa?

Gambar random

Only nerds read about this thing. I am one of them, sadly. :(
MENGANTUK TAU TAKKK?

bye

Karlsruhe, February 2nd

So here is the map. 

I got lotsa questions from people in Karlsruhe like, "Luebeck tu atas Bremen eh?", "Apa bndar2 besar nearby Luebeck?" and semua questions saya start dgn jawapan like, "Aku rasa.. " Hahaha mana lah ingat semua tempat tuuu. Okay Luebeck atas Bremen, atas Hannover, sejam from Hamburg! My geografi is getting better, jom amek PMR sekali lagi! hahaha

Anyway, it's not actually the route of my journey. I remember that I went through Dusseldorf that make me checked the train number again and again as it was a little bit off. 

dalaman ICE yang bergaya

First time naik ICE juga. Last year, I just took picture with the ICE train as the background and never really expected to be on board. Abeje time tu gebang like this is high speed train lepas tu gerabak boleh pecah pecah segala cam seolah olah power tahap dewa la. HAHA. You never know what you will get in life kan. Anyway, what interest me was somehow encik encik kakak kakak yang naik ICE nampak kaya berkot bergaya membawa leather suitcase segala. Interior design train pon power. Haha kantoi observations tak ilmiah langsung. Lepas tu cam nak test la laju ke tak kan, tapi camne nak tau. tiba tiba rail train ni lalu tepi highway and I observed train ni lagi laju dari kereta yang tengah potong kereta kereta dekat highway tu. Dah la Germany tade speed limit so that car must be super laju. tapi train ni lagi laju. Hoh bijok giloss padahal logic ah train lagi laju. Anyway I asked Google just now and he said it can reach 320km/hr depending on the rail. 

Yeah final train station di Frankfurt before reaching Karlsruhe. Kalat sungguh mencari terminal sambil usha usha kiri kanan seperti pelancong haha.

Frankfurt Hbf

Yay sampai alhamdulillah! Nasib baik kawan saya dah tercegat dekat station walaupun saya cepat 7 minit kot. Thanks kawan, ala baru dua kali kot aku menyusahkan kau haha

Karlsruhe Hbf

The next day, interview mission. It was pretty much okay, and I really feel that engineering is man dominated field. Haha tiba tiba padahal memang dah tau. Tak sampai sepuluh minit pon interview, isk, the journey was about 16 hours pergi balik yo! Tak ke menanges tu dah la minggu exam. Nasib baik org urus interview called pagi pagi from Malaysia tanya dah sampai ke, update semua benda. Terubat pemikiran kecewa perjalanan jauh haha. and on top of everything, it was fun walaupun diperli hebat dan ditembak soalan kenapa datang Germany? Susah nak jawab cause I just did what I want to do. Haha yeah right.

Karlsruhe is a big city ada tram segala. The guys brought me around, masuk media mart (tengok tv besar besar and berangan), Zara of course with HUGE SALE, some random stores, and yes being a good girl I didn't buy anything, *bangga di situ*

and no pictures sbb malas. 

Apa yang takde dekat Luebeck tapi ada dekat Karlsruhe? Haaa Karlsruhe ada pyramid. selain dari Egypt dan juga Sunway Pyramid, of course haha.

then we went to Starbucks, borak borak and I have a feeling that they have a better survival skills as I said before. Macam, "kau campak lah mana mana aku boleh hidup." Well, they have those things that you can only learn by experience, those things that make you wise. Respect earned di situ. 

McCafe reminds me of them. you know who you are acewahh  

After Maghrib, I went back to the train station, lepak dekat McD sambil study. Eh sambil buat activity "people watching" kot sebenarnya. Macam macam orang wujud dalam dunia ni hoh.

Pukul sepuluh, naik train ke Frankfurt heading to Luebeck. Dekat Frankfurt, tengah kalat turun train cari tiket tiba tiba ada encik polis tegur. Dah lah ada few minutes gap je sempat lagi dia nak berkenalan cis. 

Encik Po: (speaking something in Deutsch)

Me: Sorry?

Encik Po: Oh, where are you from?

Me: Err what do you actually mean? Well I'm from Malaysia but now I'm going back to Luebeck from Karlsruhe. (This question of where are you from will always make me puzzle for a second)

Encik Po: Oh i see. What's your name?

Me: I'm Naziha Lazim. (Huargh apa kaitannya dengan nama pulak encik? di dalam hati walaupun tersenyum luarannya haha)

Then he was like froze for a second and I'm being kalat thinking of the train said, "All is good, sir?" and bid goodbye to that Mr. Policeman. Hadoi kalat kalat padahal ramai je orang pakai tudung. Ke muka ni cam setonyeh sangat kalat? Heh malam kot and I'm exhausted. 

After about 9 hours of journey, yay sampai Hamburg and gumbira sekali melihat signboard Luebeck in Kasse 7b. Smells like home already haha. 

Hamburg Hbf

I arrived home about 8 in the morning. 

and now I partially blame the trip, sebab dah kantoi Medical Electronics. 

Hahaha salahkan diri sendiri la oi!

My first trip alone in Deutschland was fun. Short and sweet I would say and I'm looking forward for many more to come. Alamak! mood bejalan dia da datang balik!

Open Air Ice Rink

Saya penah main benda ni cam dua kali je kot. FAIL tahap dewa pastu sakit badan seminggu pastu dah tanak main smpai bila bila mwahaha. kot.

I dont know what Aus & zu mean but I know the meaning of Liebe & Luebeck. So much of my happy ending for the Deutsch Class haha.

Antara benua #3

Parthenon, Nashville

Kalau korang visit Nashville, Parthenon ni jadi a must go punya tempat walaupon cam tade apa apa pon. and saya tak pernah masuk pon museum dalam tu cuk3. Sayang duit ke haha padahal $6 je? hahaha

Holstentor, Luebeck

and ni pulak tempat yang wajib pergi amek gambar kalau korang visit Luebeck. Ada museum gak atas tu but we'll see kalau ada rezki hahaha gaya cam mmg tanak masuk sbb museummm = bosan.