of hope and prayer

I'm secretly hoping for something (might not be a secret anymore for some people haha). It is 70-30 I would say even though the percent thing keep on changing based on my mood haha. Everyone who knows this semua positive but I'm afraid of being positive. My brains translate it as hope and hope sets up for resentment. 

but subhanAllah, Quran always has the answer.

In Surah Ghafir, verse number 60, Allah swt clearly stated that 

And your Lord says: "Call on Me; I will answer your (Prayer) .. 

and later in verse 68, 

It is He Who gives Life and Death; 

and when He decides upon an affair, He says to it, "Be", and it is

Note for self is, mintak la gajah atau harimau mahupun kuda belang! He will listen and He will answer. Gajah, harimau mahupun kuda belang seems impossible for us, but Allah can do anything, twist everything and even the impossible one. Selautan hope, bersama segunung yakin with Allah - tu attitude that we need to have when asking for that gajah harimau dan kuda belang in our prayer.

and yang penting He knows whats the best. seperti yang selalu didengar hehe, we always ask what we want, but He will give what we need. So alhamdulillah if we get it, and also alhamdulillah if we dont. Kecewa?  Em do we know any better than Allah? 

Complicated stuff tho. Kena la mintak wisely, sebab igt tak hadis yang femes tu, Rasulullah said,

"Actions are only by intentions, and every man has only that which he intended. Whoever's emigration is for Allah and His Messenger then his emigration is for Allah and His Messenger. Whoever's emigration is for some worldly gain which he can acquire or a woman he will marry then his emigration is for that for which he emigrated"

Maksudnya, kalau mintak "ya Allah please give me this gajah so lepas ni boleh naik gajah pegi uni wah best! and that harimau so macam bergaya je ada harimau as a pet". He might give us those unnecessary things in which we will not benefit from for the next life. Dah rugi satu answered prayer di situ haa. Remember, we will insyaAllah get what we want or ask for, so kenalah rajin review matlamat hidup. What we are doing right now, is it contributing something kpd encik matlamat hidup? Acehh.. Saya guna perkataan matlamat hidup! *bangga*

and also make a habit of adding "if that's the best for me" di dalam permintaan gajah dan harimau kita. :)

The thing is, life ni ada banyak perspective, ability to choose the right one in the right condition will make you a better person. Hohhh tu ke kesimpulan?

ps: Okay memang berterabur lompat sana sini, life bergerak 191km/hr, met few ppl that make me observe and reflect, read benda benda unthinkable, and obviously otak tak sempat susun!

psps: desperately need to learn Arabic. Baca macam tahu maksud sepatah, pastu tak tahu dua puluh patah. Frustrating! and feel baca translation be it in English or Malay, is not the same as you directly understand the meaning in Arabic. Jannah lain feelnya dgn syurga. if you know what i mean. 

pspsps: HI FADHE!!!! haha awk ada dlm draft. camnee?