lost of words

Most of the time, I know what is the right thing to say, it is just a matter of verbalizing it or not. tapi kali ni cam terdiam terus.

My junior back in Integrasi tiba tiba bertanya khabar di facebook. She is one of my favorites, sama dorm dalam 2 tahun kot. We lost contact since I left Integrasi, that was the first interaction we have on facebook. but yes, she is dearly to my heart. Tanya tanya kabar, I can sense something is kinda not right tapi ingat mild mild punya not right je.

but then she told me that she has been paralyzed for 8 months. 

"..x sihat sket. skang paralyzed..daa 8 bulan kot xle jln...."

and I was really taken aback :'( :'(

Ps: Kadang kadang saya lupa apa yang saya ada hanya pinjaman. As cliche as it sounds. Seriously.
Pps: Dah janji insyaAllah nak visit Neng. 

All time favorite #2

Came across this picture and sukaaa somehow. the feeling you get when a friend tagged you in a picture, and you know exactly what they were trying to say. our minds got vummiv wireless one lah tihtihtih.

Confuseness

Si kongfius: Eh usaha dulu ke doa dulu?

Si lagi kongfius: Bukan usaha dulu pastu doa dan tawakal ke? Usaha, doa, tawakal camtu..

Si Super Saiya: Makan dulu ke doa dulu? ke doa lepas tu makan lepas tu doa lagi? 

Ohhhhhhhh

Malam Ahad yang menggelupur

Bila waktu anda paling productive? 

Kalau saya, bila malam menjelma pada hari Ahad. Menggelupur buat kerja sekolah. Cutilah dua hari ataupun seminggu, hari Ahad jugaklah masa saya paling productive. dan juga bila esoknya exam. Mesti kalau baca apa apa malam tu laju je masuk meresap. Kalau baca seminggu sebelum.. em.. pernah ke? haha anywayss.. dats not the point :P

Susahnya nak buat kerja di awal waktu.

Sebab tu ganjaran bagi orang-orang muda yang guna masa muda remaja untuk membuat amal amal segala tu besar. Ni salah satu golongan dari 7 golongan yang Allah janjikan naunganNya di padang Masyar yang tiada naungan lain yang wujud. Sebab susahhhh sangat nak focus and masa muda la kita rasa nak buat segala benda yang ada kat dunia ni. We are inclined to believe that we have all the time. kot.

Eh?

Pointnya, buat kerja malam Ahad tak bagus. Macam beramal bila dah tua tak larat nak jalan, dulu time muda enjoy tak ingat dunia cuk3. Oh so dont worry normal la naluri nak enjoy tuh jika anda rasa anda masih muda haha. yang penting sila jadi power rangers insyaAllah supaya kita boleh focus dan melawan perasaan perasan muda tu haha.

Maher Zain pesan life is shorter than most have thought :)

Arghh esok dah Isnin why so fast? Hahaha

P/s: At times like this, I am more confuse than any of you. Cehh yakinn

This is too much

I cant handle it anymore :P

Promote promote

http://abdulbary.tumblr.com/

Tumblr is a good medium sebab post tak lengthy so orang takde lah sampai tahap malas nak baca. Anywayssss nak promote tumblr Shaykh Abdulbary Yahya sebenarnya. I first met him when I was in my freshman year back in Memphis. Since then, memang look forward for his class, miss tgk Shaykh minum Starbucks sejuk satu, panas satu. Haha. and he was also the instructor for my last Al-Maghrib class in the States. 

Spring 2010

Jarang ada direct communication with the Shaykh, selalunya akan ada admin etc etc. So selamat mengambil benefits from his tumblr. :)

http://abdulbary.tumblr.com/

Prep Malam

I'm glad it's weekend already. Stressful week ditambah dengan internet di rumah yang acting up. Makanya, terpaksalah stay back di uni konon-kononnya menyiapkan kerja kerja tertangguh. 

Dah towards the end of June, maknanya dah separuh tahun 2011 habis. Okay I dont really know why I state that but yeahh, dah separuh tahun weeyyy

Few days back, I read a facebook status of a friend. She said something about how clueless she is about the future, how the future is unpredictable, but one thing for sure, Jannah is for those who live in this world as told by The Creator. 

Those words hit me hard. Deep down I realized that I was lacked of faith. Yes I was.

Makanya mari berubah.