Sense of humor

Now that is funny bwahaha

Tak bersyukur

That’s the worst of growing up, and I’m beginning to realize it. The things you wanted so much when you were a child don’t seem half so wonderful to you when you get them.

-Anne of Green Gables, L.M. Montgomery

Tersepitness II

Bunga tersepit kat tangga tu dah mati. 

Be careful what you wish for

cause you might get it all.

It's like one step forward and two steps back. Sad. :(

Cerita menarik arini, saya kena marah dengan makcik OR, sebab pakai scrub hijau on top of baju luar nak masuk OR. Dah lah harsh gila you could be nicer it is not like I dont want to listen. Good thing is that I dont understand Deutsch :P. Bagus gak tak faham bahasa ni.. and I know makcik you had a bad day because I heard you swearing over the phone haih nasib badan lah terkena tempias. Thanks though for not arguing over my tudung.

and I might wanna squeeze in to observe a MIS surgery yayyy thanks to encik doctor yang sungguh semangat mengajar hehehe

juga, nasib baik ada rakan rakan baru yang boleh tahan gak kesengalan dan sekeng yang sakit pinggang segala tapi masih sedia mendengar bebelan cerita kena marah hehe. Teros hilang 90% rasa emo dengan makcik tukar kepada emo dengan benda lain :P :P :P

Friends are forever they say and I do believe that :)

Travemunde, April 25th

Pagi pagi Tengahari2 buta tiba tiba Abelan call, 

"Nor, Kak za call tadi ajak gi Travemunde. Orang2 Hamburg pakat turun picnic"

"Oh ye ke"

"Hoh oh ye ke oh ye ke"

"Ho lah gapo lg. Haha bereh jah pkol bapow nop g?" ....

Gewe Aqidd hahaha

of cute eggs and bunnies. but I still dont get it.

Totally fall in love. BULAT!

Ramai yang baru first time saya jumpa. Diorang was like "oh ni adik Hafzan". Rasa cam famous jap takyah introduce2 dah kenal. Eh tp saya yang famous ke abeje yang famous? Eh saya kot. HAHA NOT! and diorang dengan yakin cakap cam fotostat but aaaaaaaaa i dont think so!

and emm kawan kawan, dkt Luebeck ada kak za, kak aza and kak ija. So dont be confused because if you are, then I am too. Ngehhhhhh.

Now back to school

Kroghhhhhhh

Look, the sun is out!

Stadthalle, April 24th.

It was easter weekend yo! and the weather was so nice alhamdulillah! Kami berbbq sket2, dgn food yang byk budak2 ni bawak all the way from Hamburg (I dont really know exactly nama2 tmpat tu sbb err cam sama je bunyinyaa haha. So semua org come from Hamburg okay kawan kawan haha)

Itiks berenang

 The mat salehs were sunbathing and we emmmm were emmm nicely tanned? NOT!

Asal budak2 Hamburg je mesti main uno. Asal main uno je mestilaaa saya amek turn kalah. Hm mmg tak berbakat cuk3. Maybe next time main saya akan pandai keh3 :P 

Half of the crowd

and me pancit i dont know why(gila lembik haha) padahal tukang gelak je. Diorang sebenarnya kawan kawan kak aza, so saya hanya menumpang makan hehehe. 

Danke! 

Enough dose of happiness to keep me going :)

Tersepitness

Bunga bunga ni walaupun hanya menumpang kasih di celah tangga, shine as bright as..

others..

Pointnya, saya lebih suka melihat bunga tersepit, kagum sbb mampu be as yellowish as others despite the tersepitness 

HambaMu - Mawi feat Akil Hay

Usaha dengan doa

Masanya akan tiba

Dengan restu Ilahi

Kelak pasti akan ditemui

Suluhkan cahaya di hati terang

Tunjukkan jalan seandainnya hilang

Tegakkan perjalanan yang bakal ditempuh

Tegakkan semangat bila runtuh

Setibanya disisiMu ku berserah

Terimalah ku

Hamba mu Allah 

Ps: This song comforts me, somehow. Nak tgk Imam Muda from episode 1 bolehhh? Tsk jakunnya rasa sbb tak penah tgk penuh.  
Psps: I think Im slipping into that scary comfort zone again, even how careful I shield myself. At this point on, I might just wanna enjoy, like I used to do. Hey dont blame me just yet, How could you refuse to love a place that makes you smile almost everyday, a place where strangers are friends. Hihihi. (and I will also pin this at the back of my head, " I'm leaving in a year iA")

It is all nobody's fault

"Go to sleep and you will get genki(better) tomorrow"

p/s: selamat melatih kanak kanak sedunia meminta maaf dan berterima kasih. 

budi bahasa budaya kita :)

She who remembers.. nothing

I am the one who cant remember how much does a loaf of butter bread cost, atau ikan kembung berapa ringgit sekilo sekarang, atau harga tiket train from Luebeck to Hamburg berapa, atau berapa harga barang2 selalunya habes kalau buat cheesecake, atau harga ink printer tu berapa and the list goes on..

and  I have a high respect to those who can. bukan respect je, tapi I would go like, "WOW, camne boleh ingat semua benda? Power rangers pon tak power camniii"


Seriously, macamane orang boleh ingat?




P/s: Haha thats why I will never get rich
P/s: I think it is in the gene. Cause abeje pon cam sama je?

Rightness yo!

Some got it bad, some got it worse

Cause after every rainfall must come a rainbow

I cry my heart out, Let it all go

Cause after every rainfall must come a rainbow

Nota kaki: Rezeki itu semuanya dari Allah. We might have a billion in the bank but not a second of time.  We might be at the right place, but maybe money is a problem. We might also have all the money and time in this world, but sadly the desire is not there. or maybe we are simply in a "not so right" circle of friends.

Knowing that everything comes from Allah, maybe we should start bodek-ing for the guidance so that we'll be on the right path, at the right time, with the right resources and accompanied by the right people.

Thank you Allah, indeed You taught me a lot in such a beautiful way. 

 :') 

so yeah..

You can tell more about a person by what he says about others than you can by what others say about him

 Aundrey Hepburn

Living with purpose

Rindu :'(

Take home message: (in which byk telepas sbb connection sekat2 and saya tak focus)

1. Sembahyang malam SANGAT penting. Tsk.

2. Maintain good relationship with others - being courteous, wanting good in others as much as you want for yourself, forgive and overlook, repels wrong with right, not to be caught up in differences.

3. When a muslim get older, he will remember the future (the akhirah). Not the past. You do more and more ibadah as you get older. Rasulullah taught Fatimah and his son in law to do zikr before go to sleep, it is very important. (This is the same advice both Shaykh Abdullah bin Bayyah and Habib Al Jifri always give - implying it is very important). May zikr be our last words before we leave this world, Allahumma ameen!

4. Study religion!

5. More zikr. more zikr. more zikr. 

aih sedih2.

Last skali, he emphasized that we will see the fruit of all of this when we die, insyaAllah.

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Q&A Session

Pornography 

• Seek help from patience and prayer. 
• patience is determination involving two aspects - patience in avoiding the sin and patience in staying in obedience of Allah
• prayer is essentially du'a - "guide me", "really ask Allah to help me", "make firm my heart", etc..
• avoid people and places that you know will affect you 
• put internet in places that people can see
• have good company

And banyak sangat soalan tapi tak cukup masa, so Shaykh Hamza ckp kita akan minta Shaykh Abdullah jawab, lepas tu translate and letak di website http://sandala.org/ dan http://www.binbayyah.net, our Islamic internet revolution :)

It has been a while

It has been a while since I'm here. Masa mula - mula pindah, depan rumah saya ni is still a construction site tapi minggu lepas Aldi, Sky dan Rosmann dah dibuka. First day ramai gila orang siap boleh jam2 lagi jalan kat rumah ni haa.. but now it is back to normal. Petang petang sket baru ramai orang. 

and this is where I live

Lesson to be learned, jangan berumah di tepi kedai jika takut dilambung ombak keh3.

Happy Birthday Abah!

me ultraman wanna be

oh no the shampoo will be gone after few minutes!
that few minutes feeling like ultraman is awesome though.

but me realize that it is not just having that kind of spiky hair.
maybe me should build up that ultraman attitude. or six pack? kikiki


Out of nowhere, someone shouted,
"ULTRAMAN IS JUST AN ILLUSION! Dah jangan main air membazir"

Hahaha gulp!




This dunya is just a mere illusion too.
but amazing isnt it, how we live in this dunya like it is so real.
me depress because me lacking of improvement. me dont have that attitude, that six pack or even that few minutes spiky hair! O Allah..

safe kroghhh

Is Lübeck any safer than Nashville? but what I'm sure about is I wont do the same thing I've done here (or Nashville) if I were to be in Malaysia.

Penah naik bus dgn orang super gila pelik dekat sebelah or nak feel at ease naik lrt (kan org kampung tak pandai lrt2 segala ni) lepas tu ada orang tiba2 kenalkan diri segala and it was so random or shd i say rude heloo? ahh so many other weird things happened when I was in Malaysia for about 3 months last year and I was super berhati hati back then.

Malaysia, please make me feel safe in my own country.

It is like being yourself around strangers rather than your own circle of friends. and you just hate having to act like that.


Ps: Wait, it's not just me. even my parents who came to visit Nashville said, "Nor, kalau kat Mesia jange wak ginih ni. Mesia laing deh". Hahaha yeee negara saya meme laingg.
Psps: More important is Malaysia orang-orang Islam kot majoriti penghuninya? 

How hard?

How hard it has been for my parents? Having to know a family here with small kids buat saya berfikir. I saw my own reflections here and there inside the kids.

The one who always whine why it has to be me when it is time to help out in the kitchen.

The one who made her mom kinda geleng kepala with the messy room.

The one who always wanna finish fast eating just because you dont want to clean up the table.

And the list goes on.. May Allah rewards my parents with jannatul firdaus because of their patience.


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King of Excuses

Dan tuturkanlah perkataan kamu dengan perlahan atau dengan nyaring, (sama sahaja keadaannya kepada Allah), kerana sesungguhnya Allah Maha Mengetahui akan segala isi hati yang terkandung di dalam dada.

[Al Mulk:13]

Priceless - the fact that you are certain everything will end up between you and Allah, alone.

The hails and aisha

Meet the new generation of Lazims..

#1 Hail Afiq

Hero kg dusun. Tgh kalat nak operate pon sempat peace. 

#2 Hail Ariff

Nakal eventhough muka jambu habes  -___-'

#3 Aisha Maisarah

Me gonna be ayu aww.. Seriously you guys!

Radiation

Radiation caused by smoking is like you were to take CT scan twice a year

The young medical doctor asked the class if anyone smoke tapi biasalah kitorang pandang each other bajet innocent kan haha. He then told us that he used to smoke like 2 packs per day but then after being a doctor himself, he gave that up. Radiation man.. radiation.. 

A Message to the Youth

What do you want to be remembered with after you die?

Mamai

MApril 4th, 101

Dear self,
It is April already, not March.
and obviously, you are in 2011, not 2010.

Haha definitely a good start for Monday :p

Hamburger Dom, March 26th

lots of spinning rides

typical fun fair games

bajet comel semua. bagus haha.

I would say fun fair is one of the places that I always love to go. and I'm so gonna come back for High Energy rides, insyaAllah. (Hehehe)

Expectations kill

Didn't I warn you already, Naziha Lazim?

Ngehhhh