Life

Semalam Baly ajak call Hubab and Ashwaq. Diorang baru kahwin 2 hari lepass hihi excitedddd. Baru bangun tido suara pon mamai2 lagi kesian diorang. Ni semua salah Baly. Update2 borak2 and diorang ajak g honeymoon dkt Sabah. Korang nak ikot? HAHA

Then, kitorang called Oya. Oya skang tgh training dgn Sekeng dekat Renaissance. Cakap ngn Oya and Sekeng sekejap je sebab diorang dah nak g breakfast. Oya nanti dah keje kat Labuan and Sekeng pulak di Indonesia. I'm absolutely happy for them of course but it also means that I wont be meeting them in only God knows for how long. Sadddd.

Lepas tu harini bukak facebook ada album baru, album hantar budak2 balik Malaysia for good. Gambar nangis2. Baly ckp, Anep nangis. Pastu Mony ckp dekat Baly, "Takpe meh aku g comfortkan". Last2 Mony pon nangis sama haha. Goodbyes aren't easy mate!

and goodbyes di airport Nashville mmg berbisa. Been there done that! (Side note: Saya tak pernah jumpa Sekeng since then sobss kannn)

This thing called life is amazing kann?

If voicing out opinions against the side who has power is considered forbidden, the community is digging its own grave.

I bleed black and gold

psstt sila move on? keh3 I wont.

Postmortem: A year after graduation

Career path


Life starts everyday

I have a wish

source: bakerella

Family busy-ness

Abeje: Maa oyak adow borang hok problem? Awak doh tau dio tok reply email tuh, call la..
Me: Hah? Gapo ni tok pehe. Mano adow..
Abeje: Doh?
Me: Takdop gapo ponggg laaaaaaaa cuk3 everything is okaay
Abeje: Hahaha kenal doh maa dok rusing sokmo. Doh urus mo'lek la nnti saya hok keno ngepek

Tettt putus and I called again

Maa: Bakpo?
Me: HAHA maa oyak gapo ko abeje? HAHAHA
Maa: hahahaha. Abeje oyak... hahaha slumber jah tukar abeje pulok oyak (sambil gelak besar)
Me: Abeje oyak maa hok oyak, maa pulok oyak abeje hok oyak

Tett putus.


Can you believe diorang sebenarnya in the same car at that moment? Boleh lagi mengata each other cuk3. I wonder how we are actually related haha 

Valley of The Wolves: Palestine

A must watch movie. 

I cant help myself from feeling the guilt of not really being a helping hand to the Palestinian. Saddd. 

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Alhamdulillah.

Paving at least another ten years of my future. Good thing is I will have this thing that they called "security". or at least I thought I have it.

It will not be an easy ride for the next emmmm five years(?) OMG FIVE YEARSSSS?!

but I think I will be living that kind of lifestyle I want after that iA. That lifestyle where I can balik kampung selaluuu and work will not be the center of my life.

Sabar a little bit more please. Tak fun sangat pon tgk abang kahwin. In another five years maybe boleh pergi Teluk Cempedak with lima anak-anak abang hohhhhhhhhhh. and for now I will close my heart eyes pretending tak nampak pon kawan kawan berkumpul pergi wedding sape sape. Pathetic.


(In case you didnt know, blog ni ada 6 readers je sbb tu saya selok :P)

Who are Joneses anyway?

I was browsing a website and one of the posts is talking about "Keeping up with Joneses".

Lumba panjat pagar

and it sounds so familiar hehehehe. Hehehehehehe. Macam cerita ulang2 dari budak hingusan, vandy, kehidupan normal malaysia dan even in Luebeck! Hehehehehhee. Hoh panjang hehe ye.

Well, what i wanna say is that if you have a friend who always wanna compete (regarding who has a better job, cars, grades, etc and clearly done that in your face!), just let go. That so called friend might not be a good friend anyway. Smile, and walk your mind away is what I would always do. 

and if you find yourself guilty of the same thing, err.. you yourself is not a good friend then so why bother finding a good friend kah3 jokingggg. I mean, just let go. It is always a good thing to check the reason behind everything you've done sepertinya "saya beli kereta mini cooper ni sebab jiran sebelah pakai mini cooper, saje je nak tunjuk saya mampu keh3" ataauu "eh de beli blablabla ah takleh jadi ni i need to have that too" (kah3 da pakai blabla sebab tade idea)

You buy mini cooper because it is your dream car, not someone else's dream car. You do things because you want to do it.

eh tapi bagus la compare compare nanti kita jadi lagi bagus, sbb kita strive to be better yeahhh

kawan kawan, 

if you are not finding yourself struggling to wake up at night, because you are so jealous of people who are able to do so, then stop thinking about "compare compare, berusaha untuk jadi bagus" regarding this worldly life.  

Worldly life is just.. worldly life. 

You will always find something better than what you already have. Dua juta lagi banyak dari sejuta kan? Even sejuta tu dah gila banyak, bila anda ada sejuta, you will strive for dua juta. Last last, awak penat, orang sekeliling pon penat sbb tengok awak keh3.

and who are Joneses anyway?

Head Chef

KakZa: Nasib baik dapat suami pandai masak. Kalau tak habes lahh..

Me: Kena cari suami chef la camni haha *gila berangan tak sedar diri hoi*

Tangan kanan KakZa patah (atau jari mungkin?) jadi dia tak boleh buat apa apa. Semalam baru buat surgery letak besi dalam tu and she was like really tired pening kena bius segala kan. Balik rumah dalam pukul 11 malam and abe umar terus masuk dapur masak bubur untuk Kak Za. 

FYI, ABE UMAR IS THE HEAD CHEF in one of the restaurants here in Luebeck. He also cooked for us(me and fahd) sambil sambil tu haha sedap gila rasa nak menangis walaupon lauk sempoi sempoi je. T_T 

KakZa was like "Kesian AbeUmar terkejar kejar kerja lagi malam ni orang ramai pastu nak kena gi urus Kak Za dekat hospital lagi." Aww tak aww tak sila aww sekarang haha.

Haha anyway, saya jaga aman and sasa for the day. Since Mak Ayah diorang power masak, I dont dare offer nak masak segala kann. Tengahari I bought doner teller siap2 before hantar Aman to his dancing class. Pastu malam tau tak makan apa? Tau takkk? Makan maggii kuikuikui. Tapi lengkap kot meal tu ada telur and sayur segala :P :P :P

Am such a loser yeah i know... HAHA.

Fishy

I was webcam-ing with my mom the other night dan tiba tiba the cousins datang menyerang rumah. A day after that I posted on my cousin's wall, because I knowwww she will hear lotsss of stories. 

You know the deal when dua beradik (my mom and her mom) jumpa, kalah astro tang berceritaa. This is the part that I enjoyed most bila balik HAHA kantoi suka bergosip. 

But then, tiba tiba diorang cakap tahniah. Tahniah? Am I graduating? No, I still got another year. Am I getting married? No, I dont even know when. Takkan la ckp tahniah sebab nak balik raya kot? 

WHAT DID I DO?

Sadly, saya cuak tak sanggup nak tanya kenapa directly to the cousins. who knows apa la kan diorang nak jawab? Huarghh

I ended up asking my mom, tapi biasalah jawapan dia, "Manede apa apa, orang pon tade masa lah nak ckp pasal awk" 

Apa lah nasib badan -___-'

Road to school

Hm awak sekolah dekat kampung mana ni Naziha?

Kg. Luebeck :P

Bwahaha me

Need to buy a flight ticket back before tiba2 muncul perasaan tak mampu.
Please gimme a place to do my master thesis huarghhhhh

Bwahaha me betol dgn kelas tak faham, tiket tak boleh beli2 lagi and procrastination yang melampau tahap dewa.

A : psst.. Do you know what is Yi?
Me: nooooo.. How bout xi?
A: *angkat bahu*
Cikgu: okay so now we add a constant C to this equation so that ...
A & me : BWAHAHA *tunduk pandang buku*

Selamat hari isnin. Three days to go.


- posted from my iphone eh sejak bila ada iphone lolololol

Summer, please come fast!

So that I can forget my sweater yay and eat ice cream to class! 

Rumah

Saya berharap rumah yang dimiliki oleh tuan puan selepas ini akan dapat dijadikan sebagai asas untuk membina keluarga yang bertaqwa kepada Allah SWT. Hakikatnya, kerajaan hanya boleh membantu membina rumah, tetapi tuan puanlah pula yang membina rumahtangga. Rumah boleh dibina dengan batu, pasir, simen dan kayu. Tetapi rumahtangga dibina dengan kasih sayang, iman dan taqwa kepada Allah SWT...

[TGNA, 15 Mei 2011]

Teringat Abemat ckp, "kalau g rumah besar pon, kalau tuan rumah tu hatinya kecik, rasa kecik je rumah dia. Kalau g rumah kecik yang tuannya berhati besar, kita pon suka rasa cam tanak balik". 

Eh eh tu cam dah jadi ayat sendiri je? Hahahahaha

Moral of the story is that rumah, kereta, harta, gaji tak penting. Apa yang penting ialah HATI! Eh jantung mungkin?

Semoga kita menjadi orang orang yang cool macam TGNA, orang orang yang melihat beyond dunia. Semoga!

#1

Always bring something when you go to someone's house. Even to your BFFF's house!

Jalan ke akhirat

“Jika kita nak pergi ke Kuala Lumpur, kena cari pemandu yang tahu jalan ke Kuala Lumpur. Jika pemandu yang kita tumpang itu hanya tahu jalan setakat Gua Musang, kita tidak akan sampai ke Kuala Lumpur dan terpaksa turun menumpang kenderaan lain. Demikian juga dengan pemimpin, kita kena cari pemimpin yang tahu jalan ke akhirat. Jika hanya tahu memimpin setakat dunia, bagaimana kita mahu meneruskan jalan ke akhirat..?”

[TGNA, 2011]

Bukan pemimpin je, tapi semua. Kerja, keluarga, cikgu, kawan etc yang bantu kita for the eternal life. Harus juga pandai memimpin diri sendiri -__-' 

Semoga hidup tidak sia sia

Sun-day out

Mula mula makan kebab dan adik beradik kebab di kedai pakcik turki. 

Lepas tu lepak di Holstentor, kebanggaan warga Luebeck keh3.

Okay sun dah nak terbenam kot sebenarnya. Kalau tak Holstentor ni jadi tempat mat salehs punya jemuran and tak sesuai untuk kanak kanak bawah umur. 

Thanks to warga Luebeck yang sentiasa tidak jemu meng-call saya bila ada aktiviti. Makin lama makin banyak makan jasa ni, camno den nak balas woh?

Now back to school. Azam baru, nak bertapa di library. Kalau nak balik Malaysia bersuka ria, tak boleh fail paper, Naziha. walaupon kena redah 8 final exams sekali gus gulp!

Fresh from the sea

It was my first time buying fish from a fishing boat. Berbaloi la bangun pagi. Okay tak pagi sebenarnya it was 730am but who wake up so early on Saturdays? Haa jangan nak mengada mengakuuu haha

Ikan takde la banyak sangat and macam semua pelik. Okay again, tak pelik, it is just me yang hanya tau ikan kembung dan seangkatan dengannya. Tak berkenalan lg dengan ikan di lautan baltic ini. Eh ye ke Baltic? yang pasti ini bukan selat melaka hehe. 

We end up buying ikan sebelah atau Flounder Fish, I believe. 

where will you be in four years?

you tell me. 

It's May already!

The dateline deadline is approaching.. Huargh

iktiraf

sakit jiwa hati ginjal jantung tak kalau anda tgk jobstreet pastu nak pilih major anda tiba2 takde category pongggg. mechi ada, electrical ada, electronics pon ada, semua ada kecuali biomedical engineering.

hm menjadi spesis rare sungguh mencabar keimanan keh3.