You're my warrior and I'm your worrier

God never promised you days without pain

Laughter without sorrow 

Sun without rain

But He did promise strength for you every day

Place and time always on my mind

I have so much to say but you're so far away

HambaMu - Mawi feat Akil Hay

Usaha dengan doa

Masanya akan tiba

Dengan restu Ilahi

Kelak pasti akan ditemui

Suluhkan cahaya di hati terang

Tunjukkan jalan seandainnya hilang

Tegakkan perjalanan yang bakal ditempuh

Tegakkan semangat bila runtuh

Setibanya disisiMu ku berserah

Terimalah ku

Hamba mu Allah 

Ps: This song comforts me, somehow. Nak tgk Imam Muda from episode 1 bolehhh? Tsk jakunnya rasa sbb tak penah tgk penuh.  
Psps: I think Im slipping into that scary comfort zone again, even how careful I shield myself. At this point on, I might just wanna enjoy, like I used to do. Hey dont blame me just yet, How could you refuse to love a place that makes you smile almost everyday, a place where strangers are friends. Hihihi. (and I will also pin this at the back of my head, " I'm leaving in a year iA")

Bila waktu telah berakhir by Opick

Bagaimana kau merasa bangga

Akan dunia yang sementara

Bagaimanakah bila semua hilang dan pergi

Meninggalkan dirimu

Bagaimanakah bila saatnya

Waktu terhenti tak kau sedari

Masihkah ada jalan bagimu untuk kembali

Mengulangkan masa lalu

Dunia dipenuhi dengan hiasan

Semua dan segala yang ada akan

Kembali padaNya

Bila waktu telah memanggil

Teman sejati hanyalah amal

Bila waktu telah terhenti

Teman sejati tinggallah sepi

Ps: Tengoklah Hani dkt tv3! Ni one of the ost dlm cerita tu, so bertambah feeling lah haha

Psps: Allah dah remind us about this dalam surah At-Takathur. More here.

Pspsps: (-__-") Minta maaf theres nothing else I can do. so I finally gave up yay?

winter song

I still believe in summer days

The seasons always change

And life will find a way

ish ish ish snow tanpa henti mari menggemok berhibernasi!

4 Zulhijjah - I am Near!

Fed up lah tunggu music video dia. tak kelua keluar walaupon hari hari check. so maknanya hari hari kecewa la sebab hari hari berharap haha. Native Deen ni one of my fav jugak, few songs yang macam best. tapi saya rasa ni lah paling best up till now. sebab ayat surah al baqarah "I am near" ni mmg favorite top ten. Haha byk betol favorite. Betol tak tipu tak caya boleh korek ibnulazim, i think i wrote about it last year.

Ya Allah - Subhannahu wa ta'alla (Glorious and exalted)

Ya Allah - Samee' Li-duana (The One who hears our prayers) 

My Lord - I know that you hear me

Ya Rabbi (oh My Lord) - Cause He says

When they ask about me, my servants, I am near

Have no doubts about me, and know I hear your prayer

Take one step towards me, and I'll come running to you

Just have faith and believe, and know I listen to you

Allahummah the creator of the universe,

maker of this living earth, greater than we comprehend

Allahummah you're the King of all Kings

created all things, on you we all depend.

Allahummah please forgive me my sins, my heart to be cleansed, my soul purified, Ameen!

Allahummahaa protect me desires that lead to the fire, its you who provides, Ameen!

Allahummah help the Muslims of world, Give them joy, give them love.every boy every girl, Ameen!

Allahummah let my people understand me,
Guide my neighbors, co-workers, the human family. Ameen!

Allahummah help my people up in Palestine, Who be dying, Oppressed all the time, Ameen!

Allahummah give the folks in my community, unity, and help our youth to succeed, Ameen!

Allahummah bless my mother and father, my sisters and brothers, my wife and my daughter, Ameen!

Allahummah bless this group Native Deen, help us stay on the path Siratal Mustaqim, Ameen!

Call on God, He is glorified,

We call him a lot but you don't even try

Call on God, you want to know why, 

Should I even call and will he reply

Call on God, raise your hands high

He wants you to call him every day and night

Call on God, he hears when you cry, 

He made it a promise and he would never lie.

Allah ya Rabbi, Ya Rabb

Help me increase my Iman (faith)

Allah ya Rabbi, Ya Rabb

Help me have faith in your plan

Allah ya Rabbi, Ya Rabb

Your blessings please never stop

Allah ya Rabbi Ya Rabb

Grant me peace in my heart

So rasa macam hey saya suka ayat ni, and Native Deen pon cakap,"Eh awak suka ke? kitorang pon suka". Pastu diorang pon buat lagu. Hahahaha boleh jalan la cik naziha...

Allah knows by Zain Bikha

Kalau dengar lagu ni time tgh down atau pening pening lalat ataupon cam huargh serabotnya tu memang masyuk lah. Kalau tak percaya boleh try test haa tangkap leleh tak haaa

You see we all have a path to choose

Through the valleys and hills we go

With the ups and the downs, never fret never frown

Allah knows Allah knows

Every grain of sand,

In every desert land, He knows.

Every shade of palm,

Every closed hand, He knows.

Every sparkling tear,

On every eyelash, He knows.

Every thought I have,

And every word I share, He knows.

Allah knows.

Pointnya, ingat letak pahat dalam jiwa raga bahawa indeed Allah tahu semuanya. Semuanya. So ini juga bermaksud bahawa, kita tak perlu bersemangat waja hendak membuktikan bahawa em mungkin kita tak bersalah, atau mungkin kita ni baik sebenarnya KAH3, ataupon mungkin kita ikhlas. Sebab bila bersemangat tak kena tempat kadang kadang jadi kantoi la pulak ada flaw sedikit dekat niat kita. bukan apa nanti timbul encik riak dan adik beradik pulak. complicated stuff haih. really. So macam kalau rasa nak mula defend diri sendiri, nak bukak je mulut, Haaa, tutup balik. Ingat, Allah knows, and it is more than enough. 

Jadinya, kembali ke point pertama bila rasa cam tak berapa nak best tu, bisik kuat kuat dalam hati(eh bisik mana boleh kuat), Allah knows..

Tapi agak agak la jugak keadaannya macamana tu hah ni orang panggil logic. "Cikgu ajar math je dekat sekolah, logic cikgu tak ajar". Oi sebab kita ada akal yang cerdas so kenala pandai pandai sendiri. 

Macam penah dgr someone cakap defensiveness ni leads to arrogance je? 

Boleh try practice gak kalau kita cam down tu, sape dulu kita cari? Haa. Practice cari sejadah dulu baru betol dop? Hehehe kadang kadang tercari comfort food dulu haih fail2. -__-'

Okay semua di atas diberitahu oleh seseorang kepada saya suatu masa dulu and i found it so hard to do honestly but then again, paradise isnt cheap, baby.

apa apa pon you will be fine sooner than you think. insyaAllah. ^_^

ceh cam comfortkan diri sendiri je? 
EH MANEDE saya cakap general je ah tau tauu. (tu ayat defensive ke? kekeke)

like 4 3 2

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea,

I'll sail the world to find you

If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see,

I'll be the light to guide you

walaupon ada unsur2 tak logik di situ (helo mana ada lagu logik kot?) tapi saya tetap setia tekan replay. suka betol lagu bilang bilang. haa ni satu lagi. 

and dalam youtube tu ada millenium park chicago huargh tempat favourite sbb ada bean yang bulat dan comel. 

ceh smpat lg nak letak gmbar sendiri kah3 okay sila jangan menyampah haha.

The Chosen One by Maher Zain

In a time of darkness and greed

It is your light that we need
You came to teach us how to live
Muhammad Ya Rasool Allah

You were so caring and kind
Your soul was full of light
You are the best of mankind
Muhammad Khaira Khalqillah
Sallu ‘ala Rasulillah, Habib Al Mustafa
Peace be upon The Messenger
The Chosen One

From luxury you turned away
And all night you would pray
Truthful in every word you say
Muhammad Ya Rasul Allah

Your face was brighter than the sun
Your beauty equaled by none
You are Allah’s Chosen One
Muhammad Khaira Khalqillah
Sallu ‘ala Rasulillah, Habib Al Mustafa
Peace be upon The Messenger
The Chosen One

I will try to follow your way
And do my best to live my life
As you taught me
I pray to be close to you
On that day and see you smile
When you see me
Sallu ‘ala Rasulillah, Habibil Mustafa
Peace be upon The Messenger
The Chosen One

:')

budi bahasa budaya kita

habes baju bau rokok. sebabnya ada pakcik yang kurang pertimbangan rasanya dgn slumber gajahnya merokok dalam bas. helo ni naik bas from kota tinggi to kota bharu okay berapa kotak rokok agaknya dia isaaap dalam aircond tuu hadoi. tau la ni bulan puasa takleh hisap rokok siang2 tapi kalau seksa orang pulak malam2 huarghh rasa nak membebel. haha budi bahasa budaya kita :)

saya: helo
dia : helo syafiq ada?
saya: hah?
dia: syafiq ada tak? pekak ke?
saya: salah nombor la akak.
hmm tak pasal2 aku kena pekak sejibik. budi bahasa budaya kita :)

dah2 la nyanyi budi bahasa budaya kita kat tv tuh. pegi ajar budak2 akhlaq rasulullah lagi bagus. ajar orang2 tua pon bagus gak so that dia boleh la ajar anak2 and cucu2 dia gak. so tade la perkataan pekak dan seangkatan dengannya jadi perkataan harian.

haha tak pasal2 emo di pagi hari, ni semua sebab menghidu asap rokok semalaman la ni. thanks anyway pakcik sbb sampai jugak saya ke kb arini. budi bahasa budaya kitaaaaaaaa

i wonder how i wonder why

yesterday you told me bout the blue blue sky

and all that i can see is just a yellow lemon tree

Terbang tinggi by yasin

Kau perlahan-lahan melangkahkan kaki

Cuba mendaki sejauhnya langit yang tinggi

Seperti mereka yang telah merasa

Terbang tinggi apa pengertiannya

Wavin' Flag

But we struggling, fighting to eat,

And we wondering, when we'll be free

So we patiently wait, for that faithful day,

It's not far away, but for now we say,

When I get older, I will be stronger,

They'll call me freedom, just like a Waving Flag,

And then it goes back, and then it goes back,

And then it goes back

:) sila senyum :)

happy monster band

Meet my fabulous new friends..

and they rock when performing! and comel? oh no monster obvi cannot be comel kan?

Haha cacat je. rasa cam kat tadika tunas harapan tapi still nak post. 

A Land Called Paradise

what do I like most about this vid? One of the sisters wrote:

When I die I hope the poor, the weak and the oppressed miss me.

It makes me think, if I die today, would anyone miss and remember me in his or her dua'?

not significant! boo!
and broccoli can be a jihad too okay. haha comel. 

open your eyes? gulp.

revisited.

finelaa cakap asyik2 nak letak youtube. but i dont deny it that youtube contributed a huge portion in my spiritual life tak tipuu.

1. ada gambar2 yang lawa2 dlm ni. one of my obsessions is spending time looking at pictures taken by famous photographer cam Oya haha and gambar2 lawa random kat mana2. too bad i'm a photographer yang fail secara obvious sekali.
2. ada florence. dalam new moon pon ada florence. haha. and ada gondola jugak. asal tak penah perasan pon tempat2 ni before pegi dlu? kalo tak surely I will appreciate it more :p
3. lagu best "open your eyes" by Maher Zain. tiba2 tersuka la pulak singer ni sbb lagu de best and hensem, byk la pulak terjumpa mlm ni ngn dia. Omigod adakah ini jodoh namanya hahahhahaha. and cerita ruben (abu bakr) mmg strike to heart lah. Ini pon antara cerita yang saya tengok berkali2 jugak zaman muda2 dulu. 

ok bye jumpa whenever. i mean whenever yg jauh punya whenever. skali tiba2 esok ada post baru opps cacat.

Pizza in his pocket

Alright fine this song might be so last year but I just knew it last weekend. Thanks Arny! Cam suka tahap dewa hohoho. Yummy food mentioned in the song, omigosh nak makan nak makan! Haha bukan nak learn the lesson kan. Really made my day =) 



Did you ever hear about the boy

Who ate and ate and ate!
He ate early in the morning
And he ate when it was late.
But he didn’t thank Allah for all the yummy food he had
And he ate so much it made him sick!
Which really made him sad.

He ate dates in Damascus, which he thought were very nice.
And hot samoosas in Sumatra, seasoned with a special spice.
He had tacos in Tijuana with some sauce he got from Spain
And a bowl of fresh bakalava that he bartered in Bahrain.
He said gyros made in Cairo are a taste that can’t be beat,
And the lemonade in Yemen made a very special treat.
But the turkey made in Turkey
Could still use a pinch of salt.
If you ever visit Malta, you should
Have a chocolate malt!
He had pizza in his pocket, he had ketchup on his shirt,
And he bought an ice-cream sundae, so he wouldn’t miss dessert.
He had pizza in his pocket, he had ketchup on his shirt,
And he bought an ice-cream sundae, so he wouldn’t miss dessert.
On a bay in the Bahamas,
He ate bon-bons in a bunch.
And then he rushed back
Home so he could make it
Just in time for lunch!

Then one day he saw a little girl, who held her tummy tight,
And he walked over and asked her if everything was alright.
She said she was so hungry and had been hungry for so long,
Then he realized the way he ate was very very wrong.
He looked down at his own tummy and he started feeling pain-
Pain from eating too much food, but he knew not to complain.
So he brought the girl some food, shared it with her family,
Then they thanked Allah for what they had, and then he let them be.

So let’s try to learn a lesson and let’s try to do what’s right.

Eat the food your parents give you without a fuss or fight.
Always be thankful to Allah for all your yummy food,
Share what you have with others, because not sharing is rude.
Being thankful is what’s really great.
Eat the veggies on your plate.
And don’t be like the boy who always ate and ate and ate!

Rose Garden

I beg your pardon,

I never promised you a rose garden.

Along with the sunshine,

There's gotta be a little rain sometimes.

*****

First time dgr kat Kelana Convoy. Abg Hairul nyanyi ngn semangat selingan dengan de punya "Welcome to Italy, Bonjour, many many etc". Makcik2 kat depan pon seems to enjoy the song(terbayang nampak mak Safwa nyanyi. Comel). Few days dgr, saya pon terikut2 asyik nyanyi sampai Zed pon annoyed. *edited version* Bring back the memories gulp. hik hik.

Roadsinger by Yusuf Islam

Roadsinger came to town, long cape and hat,

People stood and stared, then closed their doors

As he passed

He strolled the empty street, kids banged on tin cans

Then the panting dogs began to bark

As the Roadsinger sang

Where do you go? Where do you go?

When hearts are closed

When a friend becomes a stranger,

Nobody wants to know.

Where do you go? Oh, where do you go?

When the world turns dark

And the light of truth is blown out

And the roads are blocked.

He stopped by a store, between the barrels and sacks,

A child’s face peeped out and gave a smile

And ran back

Behind a misty glass, on a window pane,

A little finger drew a perfect heart

And her name

Where do you go? Where do you go?

In a world filled with fright;

Only a song to warm you,

Through the night

Where do you go? Oh, where do you go?

After lies are told,

And the light of truth is blown out,

And the night is cold.

Roadsinger rode on, to another land

Though the people spoke a different tongue,

They’d understand

They showed him how to share and took him by the hand

Showed him the path to heaven

Through the desert sand

Where do you go? Where do you go?

To find happiness,

In a world filled with hatred,

And tears.

Where do you go? Oh, where do you go?

If no one cares

And everybody’s lost,

Looking for theirs.