He will open a more beautiful door for you

"When Allah (swt) decrees that a door in your life is to be opened, no matter how hard you try to close it, no matter how far you run away from it, it will remain open until you walk through it.

When Allah (swt) decrees that a door is to be closed, no matter how many times you knock on that door, try to break it down, or cry on your knees in front of it, begging it to open again, it will never be opened.

Grieve in front of the closed door if you must. Stand there for a time and look at it. Memorize its shapes, its lines, and its indentations. Hold your hands over your heart and press down to calm its quickened, pained rhythm. Then know—know beyond the shadow of a doubt, know in your heart of hearts—that when you trust Allah and walk forward, He will open a more beautiful door for you. You will walk through it and perhaps you will even praise Him for having closed the past door you loved so much. 

He is al-Fattah, the Opener. May the doors He opens for us always lead us back to Him.

- Asmaa Hussein 

Prisoner of Memories

Guilty as charged!

I'm taking a long break, when I say long, I really mean a very longggg one haha. Well, this is quite unusual for us as we love to rush things up in here hehe - darjah 3 nak langkau kelas, masuk sekolah yg ada peralihan, nak kena langkau jugak masuk kelas ekspress (this is for sekolah agama), lepas spm terus nak fly, lepas grad, terus nak sambung master/keje, nak kahwin cepat, nak anak blablabla - and honestly, I'm tired. I (politely) layan all the remarks/comments from friends and relatives regarding my break hehe so relax senyum and gelak bersama gituuu


Anyways, so maybe you can expect me more here as I'm now in a middle of finishing something that shd make me very busyyyy(konon) and when I'm busy - I BLOG! You see the logic there, you see?

So I thought I have time

Actually I dont. People have been asking, " So what do you do all day?". Bahaha. Sleep?


Honestly? You dare to ask this sleep deprived mother what did she do all day? 

So, hi?

It has been a while, I know.



Read some of old posts, and I get this mixed feeling. How things have changed, like a lot, and how I shouldn't abandoned you my blog.


Anyhow, hi again. and please meet my squish, Sofea.

Oh yes, I'm a mother now. Haha can you freaking believe it? Me neither :P

She's turning 10 months in 3 days insyaAllah, oh boy, she definitely know how to let me know that time flies fast! 

99 days to go! (more or less insyaAllah)

#yasminhowyouknow

What do you think about most?

Semoga kita menjadi orang yang berminda besar. Eh? I mean.. minda besar as in seeing things in the right perspective, in a bigger picture. Semoga kita menjadi orang-orang yang tenang dan tak menggelabah over worldly things dan sewaktu dengannya. Semoga semoga semoga on top of all kita menjadi hamba kesayanganNya.